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| A quiet part of his psyche observes that the thought of starving in the streets isn't bothering him as much as it should be. | A quiet part of his psyche observes that the thought of starving in the streets isn't bothering him as much as it should be. |
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| <fc #008888>An outrage.</fc> | <color #008888>An outrage.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>That was the only way to adequately describe it. How could Jagdish possibly think this was a wise idea? How could the Council have agreed with him? Allowing him to live was one thing, but this? Setting him out on the world, with nothing but an abstraction to keep him from turning around, murdering Iris, and running free across Sehto? How was that remotely sane?</fc> | <color #008888>That was the only way to adequately describe it. How could Jagdish possibly think this was a wise idea? How could the Council have agreed with him? Allowing him to live was one thing, but this? Setting him out on the world, with nothing but an abstraction to keep him from turning around, murdering Iris, and running free across Sehto? How was that remotely sane?</color> |
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| <fc #008888>[[pokémon:Vendetta]] turns the weapon over in his paws, examining it with visceral disgust. He could still recall the lancing pain he'd suffered from it during their battle, darkness lashing brutally across his fur. A shudder passes through his form. He'd like to destroy it. It would be so trivial, breaking it into pieces... But no. Destroying it would give Dakarai closure, tell him that that particular crime was forgiven. The thought of doing that revolts him far more than the weapon itself ever could.</fc> | <color #008888>[[pokémon:Vendetta]] turns the weapon over in his paws, examining it with visceral disgust. He could still recall the lancing pain he'd suffered from it during their battle, darkness lashing brutally across his fur. A shudder passes through his form. He'd like to destroy it. It would be so trivial, breaking it into pieces... But no. Destroying it would give Dakarai closure, tell him that that particular crime was forgiven. The thought of doing that revolts him far more than the weapon itself ever could.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Jagdish could have done this himself, certainly. But he'd handed the weapon to Vendetta, specified the ultimate outcome but not how it was reached. Whatever happened in between, Jagdish would do him the favor of turning a blind eye to it. It was the least he could do to try and soothe his rage at the situation in general.</fc> | <color #008888>Jagdish could have done this himself, certainly. But he'd handed the weapon to Vendetta, specified the ultimate outcome but not how it was reached. Whatever happened in between, Jagdish would do him the favor of turning a blind eye to it. It was the least he could do to try and soothe his rage at the situation in general.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The soft 'pop' behind Dakarai, followed by the faintly charged atmosphere raising the hairs on his arms and the back of his neck, are the only warnings he's given. A telekinetic grip bites into his shoulders, pressing on the inside of his skull, wrapped around his spine. ~Leaving already, human?~ the Legendary's voice sneers into his mind, that last word dripping with contempt.</fc> | <color #008888>The soft 'pop' behind Dakarai, followed by the faintly charged atmosphere raising the hairs on his arms and the back of his neck, are the only warnings he's given. A telekinetic grip bites into his shoulders, pressing on the inside of his skull, wrapped around his spine. ~Leaving already, human?~ the Legendary's voice sneers into his mind, that last word dripping with contempt.</color> |
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| A thunderstorm brews at the edge of his perception, a mere moment the canvas for the manifestation of a powerful cyclone. For a split second, he wonders how he can sense the weather. But that makes no sense, of course. Neither does searching for a cause - it's obvious the moment the question so much as occurs to him. The small triumph of realisation is quick to be extinguished by the reality behind it. Eighteen claws crush against his vertebrae - he can't count them, the number arbitrarily assigned, but clear to his mind. | A thunderstorm brews at the edge of his perception, a mere moment the canvas for the manifestation of a powerful cyclone. For a split second, he wonders how he can sense the weather. But that makes no sense, of course. Neither does searching for a cause - it's obvious the moment the question so much as occurs to him. The small triumph of realisation is quick to be extinguished by the reality behind it. Eighteen claws crush against his vertebrae - he can't count them, the number arbitrarily assigned, but clear to his mind. |
| And then, for an instant, prophetic clarity, adrenalin spiking uselessly through his body: 'He's going to kill me.' There was no buffer zone, no probability for reprieve. This was the pokémon he'd driven off the battle field with his weapon - what else would he do? He already had the twig that was his spine in his grasp - he just had to snap it. | And then, for an instant, prophetic clarity, adrenalin spiking uselessly through his body: 'He's going to kill me.' There was no buffer zone, no probability for reprieve. This was the pokémon he'd driven off the battle field with his weapon - what else would he do? He already had the twig that was his spine in his grasp - he just had to snap it. |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta lets out an animal snarl. The psychic grip tenses around his throat, pressure more than enough to assert itself, but not even close to the point of closing his windpipe or cutting off blood flow to the brain. Moments later, he can feel his bones being dragged upward; weight is slowly pulled off his feet until he's being suspended in midair, hanging from his spine and shoulderblades, his arms and legs freely able to move, but nothing else.</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta lets out an animal snarl. The psychic grip tenses around his throat, pressure more than enough to assert itself, but not even close to the point of closing his windpipe or cutting off blood flow to the brain. Moments later, he can feel his bones being dragged upward; weight is slowly pulled off his feet until he's being suspended in midair, hanging from his spine and shoulderblades, his arms and legs freely able to move, but nothing else.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>If he's going to kill him, he's certainly not opting for the 'swift and decisive' strategy. He'd have had plenty of opportunities to do it by now. Instead, Dakarai finds his view turning to the right, skull locked forwards as it is, until the Legendary pokémon swivels into view. Vendetta's coated in an iridescent blue sheen radiating outward from his eyes, glowing a magnificent and terrifying cobalt blue. His left forepaw is held in front of him, positioned as if holding an invisible doll mimicking Dakarai's current orientation; in his right... rests an object that Dakarai is all too familiar with.</fc> | <color #008888>If he's going to kill him, he's certainly not opting for the 'swift and decisive' strategy. He'd have had plenty of opportunities to do it by now. Instead, Dakarai finds his view turning to the right, skull locked forwards as it is, until the Legendary pokémon swivels into view. Vendetta's coated in an iridescent blue sheen radiating outward from his eyes, glowing a magnificent and terrifying cobalt blue. His left forepaw is held in front of him, positioned as if holding an invisible doll mimicking Dakarai's current orientation; in his right... rests an object that Dakarai is all too familiar with.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Eyes narrow, and a smirk plays across Vendetta's muzzle. ~I sincerely hope you haven't forgotten about this,~ he says, holding up the device to make it more visible to his captive. ~Because //I// certainly haven't,~ he hisses, tail flicking sharply to the side before resuming its usual, infinity-sign orbit.</fc> | <color #008888>Eyes narrow, and a smirk plays across Vendetta's muzzle. ~I sincerely hope you haven't forgotten about this,~ he says, holding up the device to make it more visible to his captive. ~Because //I// certainly haven't,~ he hisses, tail flicking sharply to the side before resuming its usual, infinity-sign orbit.</color> |
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| He's not dead yet. For an instant, Dakarai is convinced that his heart has stopped beating - then it lurches back into motion as a vice closes around his throat, seeming strategically placed to simply make itself //known//, and to manipulate him like a doll. Reflexively, he drags in a breath, but he's hardly short of it. Not yet. A wire of nausea lashes through Dakarai's gut as he's lifted, the familiar grasp of gravity turning into distant wisps. In his clarity, he realises he's far from panic, but the list of ways this could turn into an awful, bone-snapping nightmare just keeps getting longer. Nothing he hasn't felt before. Nothing he doesn't deserve. The visceral rejection is still there, though, of course, strong as ever, petulant, unregenerate. He pleads with himself, trying to just let the whole thing run its inevitable course. Fear wasn't going to get him anywhere. A lack of fear would at least let him conserve some energy for his tri- | He's not dead yet. For an instant, Dakarai is convinced that his heart has stopped beating - then it lurches back into motion as a vice closes around his throat, seeming strategically placed to simply make itself //known//, and to manipulate him like a doll. Reflexively, he drags in a breath, but he's hardly short of it. Not yet. A wire of nausea lashes through Dakarai's gut as he's lifted, the familiar grasp of gravity turning into distant wisps. In his clarity, he realises he's far from panic, but the list of ways this could turn into an awful, bone-snapping nightmare just keeps getting longer. Nothing he hasn't felt before. Nothing he doesn't deserve. The visceral rejection is still there, though, of course, strong as ever, petulant, unregenerate. He pleads with himself, trying to just let the whole thing run its inevitable course. Fear wasn't going to get him anywhere. A lack of fear would at least let him conserve some energy for his tri- |
| He wants to feel physically sick, a mixture of self-loathing, shock and animal fear constricting in his gut. He wrestles with it in silence for a moment, still holding himself still, impossibly, now staring at the item as if he had to convince himself it wasn't just some elaborate, sadistic illusion. But of course it's real. He made it. "It's difficult to forget," he says softly, with neither arrogance not humility, just a barely tangible sliver of regret. Some part of him finds itself surprised that his voice came out sounding quite so even - the rest of him has long since scattered into dust, there's nothing in him that could lend that smooth touch to his vocalisations, but apparently it had just found itself amongst the fragments of his thought. | He wants to feel physically sick, a mixture of self-loathing, shock and animal fear constricting in his gut. He wrestles with it in silence for a moment, still holding himself still, impossibly, now staring at the item as if he had to convince himself it wasn't just some elaborate, sadistic illusion. But of course it's real. He made it. "It's difficult to forget," he says softly, with neither arrogance not humility, just a barely tangible sliver of regret. Some part of him finds itself surprised that his voice came out sounding quite so even - the rest of him has long since scattered into dust, there's nothing in him that could lend that smooth touch to his vocalisations, but apparently it had just found itself amongst the fragments of his thought. |
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| <fc #008888>The Legendary's expression distorts into a scowl. ~Really,~ the psychic voice intones venomously, as he takes two steps forward. ~You think so?~ he adds mockingly. ~I think you lack the experience to judge that. Here, let me give you some context.~ With a flick of his wrist, the three prongs of the whip spill out, glowing a neutral beige.</fc> | <color #008888>The Legendary's expression distorts into a scowl. ~Really,~ the psychic voice intones venomously, as he takes two steps forward. ~You think so?~ he adds mockingly. ~I think you lack the experience to judge that. Here, let me give you some context.~ With a flick of his wrist, the three prongs of the whip spill out, glowing a neutral beige.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>>//Crack//< - The three tendrils smack against his chest in unison, stinging at him even through the layer of clothes. Vendetta shifts a setting on the device, and the glow turns red. >//Crack//< - The cords come down at an angle now, leaving in their wake burning lines from his right elbow to his left flank. The settings change again, the glow turns icy blue. >//Crack//< - Another trio of lines, mirroring the last, slice along him, spreading freezing cold through his body. Another adjustment, the glow turns a bright yellow. >//Crack//< - The lines whip partially along his back this time, catching his abdomen, electric shock running through his system, limbs convulsing uncontrollably for a moment before it dissipates.</fc> | <color #008888>>//Crack//< - The three tendrils smack against his chest in unison, stinging at him even through the layer of clothes. Vendetta shifts a setting on the device, and the glow turns red. >//Crack//< - The cords come down at an angle now, leaving in their wake burning lines from his right elbow to his left flank. The settings change again, the glow turns icy blue. >//Crack//< - Another trio of lines, mirroring the last, slice along him, spreading freezing cold through his body. Another adjustment, the glow turns a bright yellow. >//Crack//< - The lines whip partially along his back this time, catching his abdomen, electric shock running through his system, limbs convulsing uncontrollably for a moment before it dissipates.</color> |
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| The instant those three lines surface, the knot in his gut recedes in instinctive panic, nuzzling desperately against his kidneys as if hoping to escape out past the small of his back and into freedom. Tension grasps his entire form. A desperate urge to flee crowds itself against the inside of his skull, manifesting as a light vertigo in his eyes, transparent fireflies across his vision. As the first proper motion touches those strands, a curt breath is drawn in, then held as if some part of him were wholly convinced that maybe if he didn't breathe, he'd automatically submerge in enough water to act as a comfortable buffer zone. | The instant those three lines surface, the knot in his gut recedes in instinctive panic, nuzzling desperately against his kidneys as if hoping to escape out past the small of his back and into freedom. Tension grasps his entire form. A desperate urge to flee crowds itself against the inside of his skull, manifesting as a light vertigo in his eyes, transparent fireflies across his vision. As the first proper motion touches those strands, a curt breath is drawn in, then held as if some part of him were wholly convinced that maybe if he didn't breathe, he'd automatically submerge in enough water to act as a comfortable buffer zone. |
| There's no reprieve, of course. Panic flares up his gut in the brief moment he has to become lucidly aware of that, eyes wide, only to snap shut in reflex. A low cry escapes him as the burn flares up across his perception, in part crossing over the light prior bruises, overlap point feeling like a dagger stabbing him between the ribs. His breath escapes him, flimsily and swiftly, both, expelled by a ribcage twitching itself out of the way in a futile reflex. | There's no reprieve, of course. Panic flares up his gut in the brief moment he has to become lucidly aware of that, eyes wide, only to snap shut in reflex. A low cry escapes him as the burn flares up across his perception, in part crossing over the light prior bruises, overlap point feeling like a dagger stabbing him between the ribs. His breath escapes him, flimsily and swiftly, both, expelled by a ribcage twitching itself out of the way in a futile reflex. |
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| He barely has time to catch another breath to make up for the one he's lost. Ice bites at his skin, and a vice-like, punishing, crushing and splintering grip seems to seize his delicate bones, pinching them dangerously. His breath hitches, a single, toneless sob, without thinking. His spine twists to the side, shoulders struggling against the invisible grip that seems to gentle in comparison. | He barely has time to catch another breath to make up for the one he's lost. Ice bites at his skin, and a vice-like, punishing, crushing and splintering grip seems to seize his delicate bones, pinching them dangerously. His breath hitches, a single, toneless sob, without thinking. His spine twists to the side, shoulders struggling against the invisible grip that seems so gentle in comparison. |
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| Another cry lurches from him as the yellow lines lick around his body, single, meaningless syllable torn to tatters by the effect they bring, shredded into staccato fragments as the tension of his body becomes unbearable and painful, tendons of his fingers trying desperately to tear themselves free from the joints that hold them. | Another cry lurches from him as the yellow lines lick around his body, single, meaningless syllable torn to tatters by the effect they bring, shredded into staccato fragments as the tension of his body becomes unbearable and painful, tendons of his fingers trying desperately to tear themselves free from the joints that hold them. |
| Coherence has largely left him - there's about enough of it left that he's lucidly aware of that, at least, effortlessly torn back down from his carefully, meticulously constructed rational framework into the abyss of primal reactions. He wanted to divorce himself from them. This behaviour was neither dignified nor respectful. Not caring to listen to that speck of reasoning, his legs kick at the air, seeking purchase. He feels like he's been set on fire. It wouldn't be the first time, but there's no flame to go with it this time, just the realisation that he was helpless against a potential further layer of agony. There were plenty of settings to go through, and nothing to suggest Vendetta would be pleased with the application of each of them just once. Driven by some urge he can't pin down, he struggles for breath - again without any obstruction to warrant it. | Coherence has largely left him - there's about enough of it left that he's lucidly aware of that, at least, effortlessly torn back down from his carefully, meticulously constructed rational framework into the abyss of primal reactions. He wanted to divorce himself from them. This behaviour was neither dignified nor respectful. Not caring to listen to that speck of reasoning, his legs kick at the air, seeking purchase. He feels like he's been set on fire. It wouldn't be the first time, but there's no flame to go with it this time, just the realisation that he was helpless against a potential further layer of agony. There were plenty of settings to go through, and nothing to suggest Vendetta would be pleased with the application of each of them just once. Driven by some urge he can't pin down, he struggles for breath - again without any obstruction to warrant it. |
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| <fc #008888>There's a pause in the assault, Vendetta studying his captive victim for a long moment, judging his state of mind. He certainly doesn't want him to completely lose his conscious thought; that would defeat the entire point. It almost starts to look as if he's decided to stop, when the setting changes again and strikes him with another lash, and another, and another, each intensely painful, each distinct from the ones that came before. The whip rakes claws across his psyche. The whip slices into his skin like sharpened knives. The whip slithers under his skin, drinking a helping of his blood. The whip causes his gut to wretch and twist, his body to spasm, flushed with fever.</fc> | <color #008888>There's a pause in the assault, Vendetta studying his captive victim for a long moment, judging his state of mind. He certainly doesn't want him to completely lose his conscious thought; that would defeat the entire point. It almost starts to look as if he's decided to stop, when the setting changes again and strikes him with another lash, and another, and another, each intensely painful, each distinct from the ones that came before. The whip rakes claws across his psyche. The whip slices into his skin like sharpened knives. The whip slithers under his skin, drinking a helping of his blood. The whip causes his gut to wretch and twist, his body to spasm, flushed with fever.</color> |
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| In that pause, the tension holding him becomes apparent - and falls apart, no one single guided thought to hold it in place, dispersing into a shiver travelling through all of his limbs, intense, not in the least camouflaged. There's enough of an interlude for reality to seep back into his senses, now hyperaware, his surrounding a uselessly sharp image, the brush of each lightest gust of air apparent against his unwittingly levitated body. | In that pause, the tension holding him becomes apparent - and falls apart, no one single guided thought to hold it in place, dispersing into a shiver travelling through all of his limbs, intense, not in the least camouflaged. There's enough of an interlude for reality to seep back into his senses, now hyperaware, his surrounding a uselessly sharp image, the brush of each lightest gust of air apparent against his unwittingly levitated body. |
| The the set is over, leaving him in a breathless, shallow pant, regarding the open wounds with a numb, passive horror - he was getting blood all over the place. Any of those might get genuinely infected. He might die. And yet, he didn't care, on anything but the most abstract mental plane. His animal mind decreed: All of this was just fire by another name. An invisible flame was eating him up, chest and upper arms first. It was only a matter of time before it spread like wildfire and he was reduced to ashes, surely. | The the set is over, leaving him in a breathless, shallow pant, regarding the open wounds with a numb, passive horror - he was getting blood all over the place. Any of those might get genuinely infected. He might die. And yet, he didn't care, on anything but the most abstract mental plane. His animal mind decreed: All of this was just fire by another name. An invisible flame was eating him up, chest and upper arms first. It was only a matter of time before it spread like wildfire and he was reduced to ashes, surely. |
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| <fc #008888>A trace of disappointment crosses Vendetta's features. He's taking this all far too much in stride. No pleading for mercy, no begging for his life, just the sense of writhing in that psychic grip and cries of pain all too often subdued. 'It doesn't matter,' he reminds himself coldly. He didn't need to hear him cry out his name in agony to feel vindicated. This could do just fine.</fc> | <color #008888>A trace of disappointment crosses Vendetta's features. He's taking this all far too much in stride. No pleading for mercy, no begging for his life, just the sense of writhing in that psychic grip and cries of pain all too often subdued. 'It doesn't matter,' he reminds himself coldly. He didn't need to hear him cry out his name in agony to feel vindicated. This could do just fine.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The pause is shorter this time, before another set of lashes cracks against his broken body, in quicker succession this time. Searing white engulfs the whip, scalding against his skin, burning into his retinas. It blurs into a deep, rusty tone, coming around to crash into him with the force of a sack of bricks. It shifts again, into a brilliant emerald hue; this time effortlessly reminding of long, thorny vines hooking into his flesh. Finally, the last of the set strikes him with a brutal sting, as if someone had decided to rub sand in all of his wounds.</fc> | <color #008888>The pause is shorter this time, before another set of lashes cracks against his broken body, in quicker succession this time. Searing white engulfs the whip, scalding against his skin, burning into his retinas. It blurs into a deep, rusty tone, coming around to crash into him with the force of a sack of bricks. It shifts again, into a brilliant emerald hue; this time effortlessly reminding of long, thorny vines hooking into his flesh. Finally, the last of the set strikes him with a brutal sting, as if someone had decided to rub sand in all of his wounds.</color> |
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| As the light descends upon him, it becomes increasingly difficult to maintain his grip on his wrists, keep himself still. Sweat threatens to make his grasp on himself slippery, while the tension in his arms pulls at his wrists as if to disconnect his lower arms from his elbows, violently wrenching at his frame as the strikes hit him. A temporary blindness pulses up along his vision, smearing a near all-encompassing shadow across the landscape as he moves his head, desperate to see. | As the light descends upon him, it becomes increasingly difficult to maintain his grip on his wrists, keep himself still. Sweat threatens to make his grasp on himself slippery, while the tension in his arms pulls at his wrists as if to disconnect his lower arms from his elbows, violently wrenching at his frame as the strikes hit him. A temporary blindness pulses up along his vision, smearing a near all-encompassing shadow across the landscape as he moves his head, desperate to see. |
| The final strike of the set nearly peels his last resolve to keep himself together away from him. 'Don't beg.' It's not a question of dignity - the inhabitants of [[place:Taqnateh]] own his soul in scattered fragments, there is none he could possibly preserve - just a question of sparing Vendetta the disgust it would prompt. Disgust was not nearly as nice an emotion as precisely channelled, white-hot rage. Disorientation sinks its claws into his synapses, his breath ragged. He's not sure where he is any more - but he's still present, whatever that means. | The final strike of the set nearly peels his last resolve to keep himself together away from him. 'Don't beg.' It's not a question of dignity - the inhabitants of [[place:Taqnateh]] own his soul in scattered fragments, there is none he could possibly preserve - just a question of sparing Vendetta the disgust it would prompt. Disgust was not nearly as nice an emotion as precisely channelled, white-hot rage. Disorientation sinks its claws into his synapses, his breath ragged. He's not sure where he is any more - but he's still present, whatever that means. |
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| <fc #008888>He could easily keep this up for as long as he wished, carving into Dakarai with his own weapon. If he thought it would have any chance of actually working out his aggression towards the pitiful human, if he didn't think it would eventually get repetitive and predictable, and if Jagdish hadn't explicitly asked him to carry out the given task, he might have done just that. This had been a good exercise, but it was time to actually do what he'd come to do.</fc> | <color #008888>He could easily keep this up for as long as he wished, carving into Dakarai with his own weapon. If he thought it would have any chance of actually working out his aggression towards the pitiful human, if he didn't think it would eventually get repetitive and predictable, and if Jagdish hadn't explicitly asked him to carry out the given task, he might have done just that. This had been a good exercise, but it was time to actually do what he'd come to do.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The sheen of brilliant cobalt dissipates from Vendetta, his left forepaw dropping to his side -- and with that motion, the force levitating Dakarai dissolves, depositing him unceremoniously into a heap on the floor. Vendetta closes the distance between them, placing a hindleg firmly on Dakarai's back without putting significant weight on it, rolling him to be face-down. ~Now that that's out of the way,~ he says, dragging the weapon so the blood-stained tendrils rest inches from his face. ~Tell me, what do you think we should do with this //fascinating// little device of yours?~</fc> | <color #008888>The sheen of brilliant cobalt dissipates from Vendetta, his left forepaw dropping to his side -- and with that motion, the force levitating Dakarai dissolves, depositing him unceremoniously into a heap on the floor. Vendetta closes the distance between them, placing a hindleg firmly on Dakarai's back without putting significant weight on it, rolling him to be face-down. ~Now that that's out of the way,~ he says, dragging the weapon so the blood-stained tendrils rest inches from his face. ~Tell me, what do you think we should do with this //fascinating// little device of yours?~</color> |
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| The floor rushed up to meet him. The impact itself was barely perceptible on its own terms, a dull jolt through his joints, left shoulder and elbows in particular, left knee and hip enough for him to register them, delicate bones of his hand trapped in raw discomfort under the bag of flesh that had been deposited on them with downward force. The base of his thumb rests against the edge of a gash, tugging the wound ajar for a moment, until reflex saves him from further accidental self-harm. He winces through a scrunched up face down onto the tiles, a distorted keen escaping him. | The floor rushed up to meet him. The impact itself was barely perceptible on its own terms, a dull jolt through his joints, left shoulder and elbows in particular, left knee and hip enough for him to register them, delicate bones of his hand trapped in raw discomfort under the bag of flesh that had been deposited on them with downward force. The base of his thumb rests against the edge of a gash, tugging the wound ajar for a moment, until reflex saves him from further accidental self-harm. He winces through a scrunched up face down onto the tiles, a distorted keen escaping him. |
| "You seem to be //doing// quite well with it, why don't you keep it?" he finds himself asking. It's a semi-automatic response - there are many things he'd rather be saying, but none of them have won the other out. The reasonable one, the one asking for it to be ground to dust, destroyed, as that it may never be used to harm another was silenced by the one that in its masochistic solipsism begged for it to be kept and treasured as a tool to remind him, constantly, //physically//, of the wrong he's done. Of the crime he's committed. But no, in light of neither plea having more strength than the other, snark would win out. Snark always won out in the end; it was an inhabitant in his skull that had always moved effortlessly, after all, resilient part of his identity. | "You seem to be //doing// quite well with it, why don't you keep it?" he finds himself asking. It's a semi-automatic response - there are many things he'd rather be saying, but none of them have won the other out. The reasonable one, the one asking for it to be ground to dust, destroyed, as that it may never be used to harm another was silenced by the one that in its masochistic solipsism begged for it to be kept and treasured as a tool to remind him, constantly, //physically//, of the wrong he's done. Of the crime he's committed. But no, in light of neither plea having more strength than the other, snark would win out. Snark always won out in the end; it was an inhabitant in his skull that had always moved effortlessly, after all, resilient part of his identity. |
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| <fc #008888>Given the irritated hissing sound spilling from above him, the Legendary doesn't find his response amusing. A telekinetic yank tugs his arm out from under him, nearly dislocating the shoulder in the process. His palm is pressed to the floor, fingers splayed out in all directions. A moment later, Vendetta's left forepaw grabs at it, taking over the pressure from his telekinesis as it shifts to a new target. Discomfort, followed swiftly by distressing levels of pain spill in from the joints of his knuckles, as his fingers are lifted from the floor, bent backwards to a horrifying degree.</fc> | <color #008888>Given the irritated hissing sound spilling from above him, the Legendary doesn't find his response amusing. A telekinetic yank tugs his arm out from under him, nearly dislocating the shoulder in the process. His palm is pressed to the floor, fingers splayed out in all directions. A moment later, Vendetta's left forepaw grabs at it, taking over the pressure from his telekinesis as it shifts to a new target. Discomfort, followed swiftly by distressing levels of pain spill in from the joints of his knuckles, as his fingers are lifted from the floor, bent backwards to a horrifying degree.</color> |
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| Alarm signals up his arm twofold, gallopping up his senses, extinguishing the submissive streak in him for one, vibrant thought: 'You //idiot//, don't, I need those to travel.' It's a shout in his skull, filling the entire space of his being for a moment of sharp, angry clarity... but it's not vocalised, some miracle holding him still. 'Calm. Stay calm. Don't struggle, you'll break your fingers before Vendetta does.' He stares at the tiles, then squeezes his eyes shut, the assault mingling into the pain criss-crossing his chest and abdomen from the abuse he's gotten, making his eyes water. The sound that spills from him almost forms a word. "Ughnn," he comments, shapelessly, the sound one of frustration and despair, both. "Please," he says, a moment later, panting into the tiles. "Please stop this before you render me incapable of //doing the task I've been ordered to do//," he pleas, words escaping him rapidly but entirely coherently, angle of approach disconcertingly authorative for someone utterly at the demonstrated whim of another sapient creature that clearly wishes him harm. His scent is still thick with fear, though - he's speaking in spite of it, not without it. | Alarm signals up his arm twofold, gallopping up his senses, extinguishing the submissive streak in him for one, vibrant thought: 'You //idiot//, don't, I need those to travel.' It's a shout in his skull, filling the entire space of his being for a moment of sharp, angry clarity... but it's not vocalised, some miracle holding him still. 'Calm. Stay calm. Don't struggle, you'll break your fingers before Vendetta does.' He stares at the tiles, then squeezes his eyes shut, the assault mingling into the pain criss-crossing his chest and abdomen from the abuse he's gotten, making his eyes water. The sound that spills from him almost forms a word. "Ughnn," he comments, shapelessly, the sound one of frustration and despair, both. "Please," he says, a moment later, panting into the tiles. "Please stop this before you render me incapable of //doing the task I've been ordered to do//," he pleas, words escaping him rapidly but entirely coherently, angle of approach disconcertingly authorative for someone utterly at the demonstrated whim of another sapient creature that clearly wishes him harm. His scent is still thick with fear, though - he's speaking in spite of it, not without it. |
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| <fc #008888>For a long moment, nothing changes, Vendetta's psychic grip still holding Dakarai's fingers at the same painful angle. Aside from the slowly steadying sounds of his breathing, the Legendary pokémon is silent. It's true, he certainly couldn't get away with completely crippling the human's hand; Jagdish wouldn't stand for it. A single finger, perhaps, but even that would likely involve a talking-to that he's not sure he wants to deal with.</fc> | <color #008888>For a long moment, nothing changes, Vendetta's psychic grip still holding Dakarai's fingers at the same painful angle. Aside from the slowly steadying sounds of his breathing, the Legendary pokémon is silent. It's true, he certainly couldn't get away with completely crippling the human's hand; Jagdish wouldn't stand for it. A single finger, perhaps, but even that would likely involve a talking-to that he's not sure he wants to deal with.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Still, Dakarai's attitude has only dug him a deeper hole as far as Vendetta is concerned. With a snarl, his forepaw releases its grip, only for the telekinesis to reassert itself along the length of the entire arm. In a single motion, his arm lifts off the ground, twists, folds at the elbow, and presses against his back, wrist dragging its way up his spine until it comes to rest pinned just below his shoulder blades. Vendetta's foot shifts down to Dakarai's tailbone, pressure increasing subtly. ~Are you //really// going to make me repeat the question?~ he inquires venomously.</fc> | <color #008888>Still, Dakarai's attitude has only dug him a deeper hole as far as Vendetta is concerned. With a snarl, his forepaw releases its grip, only for the telekinesis to reassert itself along the length of the entire arm. In a single motion, his arm lifts off the ground, twists, folds at the elbow, and presses against his back, wrist dragging its way up his spine until it comes to rest pinned just below his shoulder blades. Vendetta's foot shifts down to Dakarai's tailbone, pressure increasing subtly. ~Are you //really// going to make me repeat the question?~ he inquires venomously.</color> |
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| The cool of the tiles stings against the cuts from the bladed whip, tension holding Dakarai borderline painfully still. As his arm lurches around, his face scrunches up, shoulder aching furiously at the mistreatment, but not bothering to do something obvious like dislocate. His legs shift, motion born of some instinct, knees angling outward slightly as if some part of him was hoping to discover some leverage to push himself up - but no chance, of course. | The cool of the tiles stings against the cuts from the bladed whip, tension holding Dakarai borderline painfully still. As his arm lurches around, his face scrunches up, shoulder aching furiously at the mistreatment, but not bothering to do something obvious like dislocate. His legs shift, motion born of some instinct, knees angling outward slightly as if some part of him was hoping to discover some leverage to push himself up - but no chance, of course. |
| Dakarai snorts into the tiles, abrupt sound the result of a mangled gasp, eyes squeezed shut for a moment. "What are you fishing for?" he asks, part accusatory, part warily. "It would be selfish, were I to advocate you keep it simply for the-" He winces at an inconveniently tightly bundled cluster of barbs of pain. "For the poetic justice of suffering that infernal thing's bite. So why ask? Destroy it." | Dakarai snorts into the tiles, abrupt sound the result of a mangled gasp, eyes squeezed shut for a moment. "What are you fishing for?" he asks, part accusatory, part warily. "It would be selfish, were I to advocate you keep it simply for the-" He winces at an inconveniently tightly bundled cluster of barbs of pain. "For the poetic justice of suffering that infernal thing's bite. So why ask? Destroy it." |
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| <fc #008888>A soft, coldly amused snort escapes Vendetta's nostrils. ~'Destroy it,'~ he repeats, mockery in his tone. ~Of course, what an obvious answer, why didn't I think of that before,~ he adds, as he drags Dakarai's trapped and twisted arm up a centimeter or two. ~Destroy the last visceral, physical reminder of all your atrocious crimes. You could put the past behind you and go about doing whatever chores Jagdish asks of you, and never again have to dwell on what led you here. Wouldn't that be so nice and easy.~</fc> | <color #008888>A soft, coldly amused snort escapes Vendetta's nostrils. ~'Destroy it,'~ he repeats, mockery in his tone. ~Of course, what an obvious answer, why didn't I think of that before,~ he adds, as he drags Dakarai's trapped and twisted arm up a centimeter or two. ~Destroy the last visceral, physical reminder of all your atrocious crimes. You could put the past behind you and go about doing whatever chores Jagdish asks of you, and never again have to dwell on what led you here. Wouldn't that be so nice and easy.~</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta's left forepaw reaches down, digits interlacing with Dakarai's hair and gripping at his scalp. ~Not that you would, of course,~ he adds, anticipating Dakarai's reaction to that accusation. ~No, not Dakarai N'Sehla; you're //far// too fond of torturing yourself in the vain hope it'll lead to your eventual redemption. Your pride couldn't stomach the notion of giving up such a perfectly good opportunity.~</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta's left forepaw reaches down, digits interlacing with Dakarai's hair and gripping at his scalp. ~Not that you would, of course,~ he adds, anticipating Dakarai's reaction to that accusation. ~No, not Dakarai N'Sehla; you're //far// too fond of torturing yourself in the vain hope it'll lead to your eventual redemption. Your pride couldn't stomach the notion of giving up such a perfectly good opportunity.~</color> |
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| Somewhere in between the indivisible fragments of sound making up the brief yelp of protest, on an altogether more fine-grained mode of existence, a numb realisation punches into him like a brick: He's made a mistake. It's wrapped in disorientation: Where did he misstep? Where's the flaw in his logic? What has he overlooked, what has he not said? He feels dangerous out of touch with the reality around him all of a sudden, the sting of the shallow, open wounds background noise. He remembers the last time he felt this way - the last time he questioned his fundamental understanding how the clockwork of everything around him functions. | Somewhere in between the indivisible fragments of sound making up the brief yelp of protest, on an altogether more fine-grained mode of existence, a numb realisation punches into him like a brick: He's made a mistake. It's wrapped in disorientation: Where did he misstep? Where's the flaw in his logic? What has he overlooked, what has he not said? He feels dangerous out of touch with the reality around him all of a sudden, the sting of the shallow, open wounds background noise. He remembers the last time he felt this way - the last time he questioned his fundamental understanding how the clockwork of everything around him functions. |
| "...is that a personal or an official opinion?" he asks, numbly. | "...is that a personal or an official opinion?" he asks, numbly. |
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| <fc #008888>A low growl resonates in Vendetta's chest at that question. His left forepaw tightens and grips at Dakarai's hair, twisting his head to the right. The right forepaw, still gripping the weapon, comes to rest its knuckles on his right shoulder as he looms over the corner of Dakarai's vision. ~Whose good graces are you so desperate to be in?~ he replies venomously. ~The Council's? Jagdish's? Solalon's? //Mine//?~ He scoffs at that last option, and the unsettling sensation of claws dragging lazily across his synapses grips his psyche. ~If it were my decision, I'd have ground both you and your //toy// to //dust// by now.~ The trapped arm slides up another centimeter. ~If you want everyone else's opinions, ask them yourself.~</fc> | <color #008888>A low growl resonates in Vendetta's chest at that question. His left forepaw tightens and grips at Dakarai's hair, twisting his head to the right. The right forepaw, still gripping the weapon, comes to rest its knuckles on his right shoulder as he looms over the corner of Dakarai's vision. ~Whose good graces are you so desperate to be in?~ he replies venomously. ~The Council's? Jagdish's? Solalon's? //Mine//?~ He scoffs at that last option, and the unsettling sensation of claws dragging lazily across his synapses grips his psyche. ~If it were my decision, I'd have ground both you and your //toy// to //dust// by now.~ The trapped arm slides up another centimeter. ~If you want everyone else's opinions, ask them yourself.~</color> |
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| Staring at the weapon is like staring at a train wreck - he can't quite bring himself to look away, despite the pang of revulsion it prompts in his gut. The grasp at his skull throbs lazily with the beat of his own heart, providing a rhythmic discomfort. As his arm is twisted up a little further still, however, instinct overwhelms him long enough for a cry to escape him, and a spasm travelling through his pinned body, struggling to relieve the alarming strain of his tendons. A thin whine follows almost instantly after, result of the rake across his synapses, twisting the rhythm of his breath into something erratic and hastened. | Staring at the weapon is like staring at a train wreck - he can't quite bring himself to look away, despite the pang of revulsion it prompts in his gut. The grasp at his skull throbs lazily with the beat of his own heart, providing a rhythmic discomfort. As his arm is twisted up a little further still, however, instinct overwhelms him long enough for a cry to escape him, and a spasm travelling through his pinned body, struggling to relieve the alarming strain of his tendons. A thin whine follows almost instantly after, result of the rake across his synapses, twisting the rhythm of his breath into something erratic and hastened. |
| For a moment, he squeezes his eyes shut, trying to think despite the pain and despite the disorientation. "Just," he comments, abruptly, before pausing briefly and awkwardly as if uncertain how to conclude the statement. A breath escapes him, eyes fluttering ever so slightly as he pries them back open, gaze trying to find Vendetta. "I just wanted to know if you were being serious or spoke purely with insult intended," he explains, words more of an exhale than anything else, physiological strain distorting his voice. By the looks of things, a fine layer of gooseflesh is creasing his skin, as if his body were struggling with the hints of a fever, perhaps some reaction of his biological machinery to perceived inflammation, knitting the discomfort in his skull and gut together with the physiological pain of shoulder and chest and misinterpreting the symptoms as something it had a chance of dispelling. "I respect both but can only act on one in good conscience," he adds across a shallow pant. | For a moment, he squeezes his eyes shut, trying to think despite the pain and despite the disorientation. "Just," he comments, abruptly, before pausing briefly and awkwardly as if uncertain how to conclude the statement. A breath escapes him, eyes fluttering ever so slightly as he pries them back open, gaze trying to find Vendetta. "I just wanted to know if you were being serious or spoke purely with insult intended," he explains, words more of an exhale than anything else, physiological strain distorting his voice. By the looks of things, a fine layer of gooseflesh is creasing his skin, as if his body were struggling with the hints of a fever, perhaps some reaction of his biological machinery to perceived inflammation, knitting the discomfort in his skull and gut together with the physiological pain of shoulder and chest and misinterpreting the symptoms as something it had a chance of dispelling. "I respect both but can only act on one in good conscience," he adds across a shallow pant. |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta bristles at the implied question, visible tension threading into his grip on the weapon. The air surrounding Dakarai seems to adopt an oppressive aura, every square inch of his skin suddenly keenly aware of just how easily the psychic pokémon could crush him to death. The thought of it dances at the edge of his psyche, vivid images of the breath being forced from his lungs, of his blood pressure rising to the point his heart can't keep up with it, of bones and muscles crumpling under their own weight...</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta bristles at the implied question, visible tension threading into his grip on the weapon. The air surrounding Dakarai seems to adopt an oppressive aura, every square inch of his skin suddenly keenly aware of just how easily the psychic pokémon could crush him to death. The thought of it dances at the edge of his psyche, vivid images of the breath being forced from his lungs, of his blood pressure rising to the point his heart can't keep up with it, of bones and muscles crumpling under their own weight...</color> |
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| <fc #008888>No such grisly fate comes, of course, but the images are difficult to ignore, and impossible to shake entirely. ~I'm not one to make hollow insults,~ he replies, psychic voice no louder in tone than usual, but carrying much more mental weight, echoes of the thought spreading through his psyche.</fc> | <color #008888>No such grisly fate comes, of course, but the images are difficult to ignore, and impossible to shake entirely. ~I'm not one to make hollow insults,~ he replies, psychic voice no louder in tone than usual, but carrying much more mental weight, echoes of the thought spreading through his psyche.</color> |
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| For a brief moment, Dakarai finds himself wondering if it was possible for the psychic Legendary to crowd out his thoughts entirely and simply replace him as the spark of consciousness that inhabited his skull. Without the pressure to do so, his breath nonetheless finds itself squeezed out like of his lungs at a speed befitting a soft paste more than a gas, motion born of tension. Non-existence clung to his skin as a palpable threat, as if he'd merely have to twitch to undo himself in his entirety. "Okay," he acknowledges thinly, any further speech seeming physically implausible. His shoulder and chest are both still on fire, each pulse of his blood willing him into motion, infecting him with a rhythmically returning urge to squirm out from under Vendetta. | For a brief moment, Dakarai finds himself wondering if it was possible for the psychic Legendary to crowd out his thoughts entirely and simply replace him as the spark of consciousness that inhabited his skull. Without the pressure to do so, his breath nonetheless finds itself squeezed out like of his lungs at a speed befitting a soft paste more than a gas, motion born of tension. Non-existence clung to his skin as a palpable threat, as if he'd merely have to twitch to undo himself in his entirety. "Okay," he acknowledges thinly, any further speech seeming physically implausible. His shoulder and chest are both still on fire, each pulse of his blood willing him into motion, infecting him with a rhythmically returning urge to squirm out from under Vendetta. |
| What good could it do? What was he missing? His recurring chore alone was a potent reminder of everything he'd done - it might not carve into him quite so viciously, but surely it sufficed? A sound balanced somewhere between one of panic and one of frustration spills from him, barely audible in its own right, but plainly apparent in the silence he's holding himself in. "Can I- can I talk to Jagdish?" he asks, tone the closest to pleading that Vendetta has likely ever heard him speak. | What good could it do? What was he missing? His recurring chore alone was a potent reminder of everything he'd done - it might not carve into him quite so viciously, but surely it sufficed? A sound balanced somewhere between one of panic and one of frustration spills from him, barely audible in its own right, but plainly apparent in the silence he's holding himself in. "Can I- can I talk to Jagdish?" he asks, tone the closest to pleading that Vendetta has likely ever heard him speak. |
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| <fc #008888>A spike of increased pressure flowers into existence at the small of his back as Vendetta shifts more of his weight to that leg; a moment later, the psychic grip on his trapped arm gives it a violent twist. Muscles and joints scream abuse to him, the bones in his forearm and wrist twisted as far as they will go, fingers crushed together, the entire arm pressed against his spine, pinning his chest to the floor. ~No.~</fc> | <color #008888>A spike of increased pressure flowers into existence at the small of his back as Vendetta shifts more of his weight to that leg; a moment later, the psychic grip on his trapped arm gives it a violent twist. Muscles and joints scream abuse to him, the bones in his forearm and wrist twisted as far as they will go, fingers crushed together, the entire arm pressed against his spine, pinning his chest to the floor. ~No.~</color> |
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| <fc #008888>For a moment, it looks as if that's the only reply Dakarai's going to get, before Vendetta elaborates: ~Not until you've given me an answer to what to do with this thing...~ - he gives the weapon a small jerk, causing the tendrils to swerve closer to Dakarai's face - ~...that I deem acceptable.~</fc> | <color #008888>For a moment, it looks as if that's the only reply Dakarai's going to get, before Vendetta elaborates: ~Not until you've given me an answer to what to do with this thing...~ - he gives the weapon a small jerk, causing the tendrils to swerve closer to Dakarai's face - ~...that I deem acceptable.~</color> |
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| The wrench is enough to make him cry out, some part of him worn impossibly thin from the continued assault and now petulantly claiming control of his vocal chords. He wrestles with it through the haze of pain, wail trailing off into a stutter of sounds, only to end up reduced to a mere laboured breath. He's not sure if cold sweat is beading his forehead or if it's just his imagination supplying the light chill it would bring with it, but he feels a rapidly onsetting weakness he could do without. He can't stem himself against this forever - though he's far removed from lacking the lucidity to reflect on his speech. | The wrench is enough to make him cry out, some part of him worn impossibly thin from the continued assault and now petulantly claiming control of his vocal chords. He wrestles with it through the haze of pain, wail trailing off into a stutter of sounds, only to end up reduced to a mere laboured breath. He's not sure if cold sweat is beading his forehead or if it's just his imagination supplying the light chill it would bring with it, but he feels a rapidly onsetting weakness he could do without. He can't stem himself against this forever - though he's far removed from lacking the lucidity to reflect on his speech. |
| Surely he's used up his quota of being able to decide anything about the component parts of that machine? Surely he's used up his quota to decide anything at all. Rasped: "I don't know what you want to hear. Why don't you spell it out for me? You know I'll accept whatever you decide." But of course, it's not a game, then. It's more fun to thread the clues into his synapses and then tear it back out of them, isn't it? More compelling. More just. But he's disoriented and he doesn't know what course of action would be best - owing to that his genuine belief of the best course of action was simply demolished. | Surely he's used up his quota of being able to decide anything about the component parts of that machine? Surely he's used up his quota to decide anything at all. Rasped: "I don't know what you want to hear. Why don't you spell it out for me? You know I'll accept whatever you decide." But of course, it's not a game, then. It's more fun to thread the clues into his synapses and then tear it back out of them, isn't it? More compelling. More just. But he's disoriented and he doesn't know what course of action would be best - owing to that his genuine belief of the best course of action was simply demolished. |
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| <fc #008888>A hiss spills from Vendetta, and a moment later, his fingers release hold of his captive's hair, and his posture straightens. He raises the whip high into the air, and a moment later red wires strike against Dakarai's face, burning across his cheek. ~//Why should I care!//~ The words scream through his mind in white-hot rage. ~If I had something specific in mind, do you //really// think I'd waste my time playing twenty questions with you?!~ The whip strikes him again, fire lashing through the shallow cuts. ~Who knows? Maybe I might even feel generous enough to keep it in a box on the mantle with your name on it, if you ask nicely enough.~ The thin layer of venom in his tone suggests that by 'ask nicely' he really means 'grovel and beg'.</fc> | <color #008888>A hiss spills from Vendetta, and a moment later, his fingers release hold of his captive's hair, and his posture straightens. He raises the whip high into the air, and a moment later red wires strike against Dakarai's face, burning across his cheek. ~//Why should I care!//~ The words scream through his mind in white-hot rage. ~If I had something specific in mind, do you //really// think I'd waste my time playing twenty questions with you?!~ The whip strikes him again, fire lashing through the shallow cuts. ~Who knows? Maybe I might even feel generous enough to keep it in a box on the mantle with your name on it, if you ask nicely enough.~ The thin layer of venom in his tone suggests that by 'ask nicely' he really means 'grovel and beg'.</color> |
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| Eyes squeeze shut in protective instinct, but that's the full extent of how much he knows to brace himself, and it doesn't suffice. It feels like his face is being alternately seared and torn off, a nauseatingly intense sensation driving into his cheek bone, digging itself into his perception with sharpest claws. Reflex yanks his tenuous control away from him with an inner shout, tearing his free arm around to shield his face in disregard for any notion of 'deserving' the onslaught. He can thank it later, it informs him. | Eyes squeeze shut in protective instinct, but that's the full extent of how much he knows to brace himself, and it doesn't suffice. It feels like his face is being alternately seared and torn off, a nauseatingly intense sensation driving into his cheek bone, digging itself into his perception with sharpest claws. Reflex yanks his tenuous control away from him with an inner shout, tearing his free arm around to shield his face in disregard for any notion of 'deserving' the onslaught. He can thank it later, it informs him. |
| And then it's one motion too many. The shoulder of his pinned arm jerks from its socket; a instant later, through gritted teeth, he howls, sound once more born from unbidden instinct. "Fuck," he comments, like someone who'd broken some item of importance as a form of collateral damage while acting, at wit's end, huffing a breath. "I'm sorry," he tacks on, struggling not to let his voice distort to some desperate whine, though the sincerity of the phrase is gut-wrenching, doubly so given that it was so rarely spoken. "I'm sorry for being such a thorn in your side, but I don't know how to stop. I don't know; I genuinely //don't know//." | And then it's one motion too many. The shoulder of his pinned arm jerks from its socket; a instant later, through gritted teeth, he howls, sound once more born from unbidden instinct. "Fuck," he comments, like someone who'd broken some item of importance as a form of collateral damage while acting, at wit's end, huffing a breath. "I'm sorry," he tacks on, struggling not to let his voice distort to some desperate whine, though the sincerity of the phrase is gut-wrenching, doubly so given that it was so rarely spoken. "I'm sorry for being such a thorn in your side, but I don't know how to stop. I don't know; I genuinely //don't know//." |
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| <fc #008888>It lasts until the moment Dakarai opens his mouth again. Fresh tension bleeds into Vendetta's form, fresh rage at the human's words. Dakarai doesn't understand. He hasn't even processed anything Vendetta just said. ~Do you ever //listen//?~ he hisses, tone too furious to register as the intended mockery. A long moment passes, and then weight shifts to his left foot, off of Dakarai. ~No, of course not,~ he answers in a cold, venomous sneer. ~You never did. It's no wonder it took you so long to realize what you were doing.~</fc> | <color #008888>It lasts until the moment Dakarai opens his mouth again. Fresh tension bleeds into Vendetta's form, fresh rage at the human's words. Dakarai doesn't understand. He hasn't even processed anything Vendetta just said. ~Do you ever //listen//?~ he hisses, tone too furious to register as the intended mockery. A long moment passes, and then weight shifts to his left foot, off of Dakarai. ~No, of course not,~ he answers in a cold, venomous sneer. ~You never did. It's no wonder it took you so long to realize what you were doing.~</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Perhaps it's merciful that Dakarai's accidentally dislocated his shoulder; at least there's something there that he can focus on, physical pain to distract him from that emotional barb. Evidently, Vendetta's also decided to use the accident to his advantage; the pressure on Dakarai's tailbone abates as the held arm is dragged upwards. The muscles in his shoulder strain and scream abuse, but they refuse to tear; he's lifted into the air again, weight supported by the dislocated arm to the extent it can bear without causing irreparable damage.</fc> | <color #008888>Perhaps it's merciful that Dakarai's accidentally dislocated his shoulder; at least there's something there that he can focus on, physical pain to distract him from that emotional barb. Evidently, Vendetta's also decided to use the accident to his advantage; the pressure on Dakarai's tailbone abates as the held arm is dragged upwards. The muscles in his shoulder strain and scream abuse, but they refuse to tear; he's lifted into the air again, weight supported by the dislocated arm to the extent it can bear without causing irreparable damage.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>~You want to stop being a thorn in my side?~ Vendetta asks idly, moving to within a few inches of the suspended Dakarai, tail describing an elegant, complex orbit. His left forepaw snakes up and grips at Dakarai's neck, thumb digit pressing against his larynx. ~You can start by not making me listen to your pathetic whining.~</fc> | <color #008888>~You want to stop being a thorn in my side?~ Vendetta asks idly, moving to within a few inches of the suspended Dakarai, tail describing an elegant, complex orbit. His left forepaw snakes up and grips at Dakarai's neck, thumb digit pressing against his larynx. ~You can start by not making me listen to your pathetic whining.~</color> |
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| The barb of pain in his arm turns into something vicious, slicing through his synapses as if his dislocated joint had spawned wires that had leapt into his mind of their own accord and were proceeding to slice his dark matter into ribbons. Gravity's lurched and Vendetta is speaking, but he's barely lucid of it, the pain in his arm like a sharp, high-pitched sound in his skull. As fingers touch his throat, a shard of conscious thought pierces through the haze: 'Hold still.' It seems like an impossible request, his spine itching to twist and writhe in desperate attempts to find a way to relieve the strain on his shoulder, lessen the thrum of overwhelming nausea in his gut. He's sure up until the touch of his neck, he'd been making a noise - some drawn out, wretched whimper, some uneven groan of agony - but he's silent now and whatever noise he'd uttered a mere abstract memory. Maybe he just imagined it. "Okay," he says, voice barely audible, nonetheless trying to carry as much respect in its flimsy tone as it can. It's the sum total of how many syllables he can bring himself to utter - any more and he'd come apart, while a part of him felt that was more literal than usual. Or he might just be physically ill - it certainly wouldn't take much prodding for his stomach to heave as if in desperate attempt to dislodge the cause of a fever. He feels like a part of him is burning up slowly. | The barb of pain in his arm turns into something vicious, slicing through his synapses as if his dislocated joint had spawned wires that had leapt into his mind of their own accord and were proceeding to slice his dark matter into ribbons. Gravity's lurched and Vendetta is speaking, but he's barely lucid of it, the pain in his arm like a sharp, high-pitched sound in his skull. As fingers touch his throat, a shard of conscious thought pierces through the haze: 'Hold still.' It seems like an impossible request, his spine itching to twist and writhe in desperate attempts to find a way to relieve the strain on his shoulder, lessen the thrum of overwhelming nausea in his gut. He's sure up until the touch of his neck, he'd been making a noise - some drawn out, wretched whimper, some uneven groan of agony - but he's silent now and whatever noise he'd uttered a mere abstract memory. Maybe he just imagined it. "Okay," he says, voice barely audible, nonetheless trying to carry as much respect in its flimsy tone as it can. It's the sum total of how many syllables he can bring himself to utter - any more and he'd come apart, while a part of him felt that was more literal than usual. Or he might just be physically ill - it certainly wouldn't take much prodding for his stomach to heave as if in desperate attempt to dislodge the cause of a fever. He feels like a part of him is burning up slowly. |
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| <fc #008888>A hint of satisfaction glimmers in that inhuman expression. ~Better,~ he comments. For a moment, it's almost good enough. He's done what Jagdish asked of him, at least in a letter-of-the-law manner - he's made Dakarai aware of the situation, and politely informed him that destroying the weapon is not an option. He's perfectly free to do whatever he pleases at this point, perhaps short of killing or irreversibly maiming this pitiful excuse of a human. The temptation to simply drop him and let him fester in his own thoughts, and find some other way to occupy himself, has presented itself, but ultimately, it's not quite strong enough. The device is still in his hand, palpable reminder of just how much worse he deserves. Worse than anything he can hope to inflict on him, unfortunately, but that can hardly stop him from trying.</fc> | <color #008888>A hint of satisfaction glimmers in that inhuman expression. ~Better,~ he comments. For a moment, it's almost good enough. He's done what Jagdish asked of him, at least in a letter-of-the-law manner - he's made Dakarai aware of the situation, and politely informed him that destroying the weapon is not an option. He's perfectly free to do whatever he pleases at this point, perhaps short of killing or irreversibly maiming this pitiful excuse of a human. The temptation to simply drop him and let him fester in his own thoughts, and find some other way to occupy himself, has presented itself, but ultimately, it's not quite strong enough. The device is still in his hand, palpable reminder of just how much worse he deserves. Worse than anything he can hope to inflict on him, unfortunately, but that can hardly stop him from trying.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta raises the weapon again, gaze sweeping over it lazily, barely concealed revulsion dancing across his muzzle. ~Since you don't seem to have any ideas for what to do with this,~ he muses, gaze shifting back to Dakarai. ~I'll just have to see if I can inspire you.~ That lone warning given, the wires in the device spring to life, moving of their own accord in imitation of live snakes.</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta raises the weapon again, gaze sweeping over it lazily, barely concealed revulsion dancing across his muzzle. ~Since you don't seem to have any ideas for what to do with this,~ he muses, gaze shifting back to Dakarai. ~I'll just have to see if I can inspire you.~ That lone warning given, the wires in the device spring to life, moving of their own accord in imitation of live snakes.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The left forepaw releases its grip on Dakarai's throat, only for two of the beige cords to take its place, winding around opposite sides of his neck in opposite directions, once, twice, before the last of the remaining length curls behind Dakarai's earlobes. The third wire finds a different use in the meantime; Dakarai's jaws are effortlessly pried open, and the cord wanders in, catching hold of his tongue and coiling around it once before sliding back towards his throat. Nausea grips at his gut, but by some miracle or manipulation, his gag reflex is suppressed as the tip of the wire comes to nuzzle against his larynx.</fc> | <color #008888>The left forepaw releases its grip on Dakarai's throat, only for two of the beige cords to take its place, winding around opposite sides of his neck in opposite directions, once, twice, before the last of the remaining length curls behind Dakarai's earlobes. The third wire finds a different use in the meantime; Dakarai's jaws are effortlessly pried open, and the cord wanders in, catching hold of his tongue and coiling around it once before sliding back towards his throat. Nausea grips at his gut, but by some miracle or manipulation, his gag reflex is suppressed as the tip of the wire comes to nuzzle against his larynx.</color> |
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| Disorientation has claimed all available space inside his skull. Gravity isn't where it should be, a part of him insists. His arm certainly isn't where it should be, proprioception informs him. There should be something in his stomach other than creasing acid, something to expel, his gut insists, but there is nothing. His eyes should be open and seeing the world, but they're either closed or his brain has stopped bothering to process the outside world visually; not like it's any use. And now, like the cherry on the cake, something that is probably the weapon is wrapped around his neck like two twin, anorexic serpents, with the third lash crept along his tongue, tickling at the edge of his perception within his throat. He's not sure what purpose the setup is meant to serve, but right now he's not sure of anything; or so it seems to him. He's shivering lightly from the subjective fever the strain on his shoulder is smothering him in, that rough-surfaced, metallic pain digging up along his muscle fibres like flesh hooks. | Disorientation has claimed all available space inside his skull. Gravity isn't where it should be, a part of him insists. His arm certainly isn't where it should be, proprioception informs him. There should be something in his stomach other than creasing acid, something to expel, his gut insists, but there is nothing. His eyes should be open and seeing the world, but they're either closed or his brain has stopped bothering to process the outside world visually; not like it's any use. And now, like the cherry on the cake, something that is probably the weapon is wrapped around his neck like two twin, anorexic serpents, with the third lash crept along his tongue, tickling at the edge of his perception within his throat. He's not sure what purpose the setup is meant to serve, but right now he's not sure of anything; or so it seems to him. He's shivering lightly from the subjective fever the strain on his shoulder is smothering him in, that rough-surfaced, metallic pain digging up along his muscle fibres like flesh hooks. |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta releases the weapon, letting it hang where it is like a particularly morbid necklace. He takes a step back, examining the hanging Dakarai as if studying some abstract sculpture. There's a mildly disappointed snort - then the human's right arm is jerked upwards, roughly mirroring the left's position, balancing the weight more evenly, the pain in Dakarai's shoulder reducing to an almost-manageable roar.</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta releases the weapon, letting it hang where it is like a particularly morbid necklace. He takes a step back, examining the hanging Dakarai as if studying some abstract sculpture. There's a mildly disappointed snort - then the human's right arm is jerked upwards, roughly mirroring the left's position, balancing the weight more evenly, the pain in Dakarai's shoulder reducing to an almost-manageable roar.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Apparently satisfied, Vendetta reaches forward to grasp the weapon once more, and adjusts the settings. A deep blue glow swallows the strands of the device; the coils around his neck feel like narrow, high-speed jets of water cutting across his skin; the third, in addition, sends a clear, visceral message to the subconscious, animal part of his brain: He's drowning.</fc> | <color #008888>Apparently satisfied, Vendetta reaches forward to grasp the weapon once more, and adjusts the settings. A deep blue glow swallows the strands of the device; the coils around his neck feel like narrow, high-speed jets of water cutting across his skin; the third, in addition, sends a clear, visceral message to the subconscious, animal part of his brain: He's drowning.</color> |
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| The yank on his right arm is barely noticed except by proxy of lessening the agony in his left. Vision and perception struggle up to the surface, swimming amongst the featureless darkness that had held him moments ago. A pang of lucidity grasps him - what is he doing? He can't hold himself still if he's not present, if he's not conscious. Tension creeps up along his spine in spite of the pain he's in, curving ever so slightly to the side, born mostly of instinct, and he breathes through his nose with a regular, slow pace. His terror feels distant, like a tangible layer atop his skin, not burrowed deep within him but nonetheless all-encompassing. | The yank on his right arm is barely noticed except by proxy of lessening the agony in his left. Vision and perception struggle up to the surface, swimming amongst the featureless darkness that had held him moments ago. A pang of lucidity grasps him - what is he doing? He can't hold himself still if he's not present, if he's not conscious. Tension creeps up along his spine in spite of the pain he's in, curving ever so slightly to the side, born mostly of instinct, and he breathes through his nose with a regular, slow pace. His terror feels distant, like a tangible layer atop his skin, not burrowed deep within him but nonetheless all-encompassing. |
| Unaware of the damage he's doing to himself - not caring in light of the perceived struggle for sheer survival - he twists and bends and attempts to escape the hold that his animal mind is certain is keeping him underwater. He's trapped. He has to break the surface at all costs. | Unaware of the damage he's doing to himself - not caring in light of the perceived struggle for sheer survival - he twists and bends and attempts to escape the hold that his animal mind is certain is keeping him underwater. He's trapped. He has to break the surface at all costs. |
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| <fc #008888>A psychic grip latches around Dakarai's body, suppressing the majority of his motion but doing nothing to prevent his continued writhing. Keeping him levitated, maintaining the balance of support on his arms and torso, reducing his movements and suppressing the urge of his stomach to heave out all of its contents requires a sizeable amount of concentration, but is still not overly taxing. Vendetta stands there, watching Dakarai twist and struggle for a full half minute, before he reaches forward and switches the setting to 'ice'. The sensations shift, the jets of water turn frigid, then solidify against his neck and skull, chill spreading through his blood; the wire sticks to the inside of his throat, and starts to freeze all the water in his body.</fc> | <color #008888>A psychic grip latches around Dakarai's body, suppressing the majority of his motion but doing nothing to prevent his continued writhing. Keeping him levitated, maintaining the balance of support on his arms and torso, reducing his movements and suppressing the urge of his stomach to heave out all of its contents requires a sizeable amount of concentration, but is still not overly taxing. Vendetta stands there, watching Dakarai twist and struggle for a full half minute, before he reaches forward and switches the setting to 'ice'. The sensations shift, the jets of water turn frigid, then solidify against his neck and skull, chill spreading through his blood; the wire sticks to the inside of his throat, and starts to freeze all the water in his body.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Before it gets the chance, the temperature inverts itself; his neck is burning, his tongue and throat are burning, his lungs are on fire, he's going to burn to a crisp any moment now - but he doesn't. A subjective eternity later, the sensation shifts again, and... it's over. The wires have switched back to their ordinary beige, he's not drowned or frozen or burned, there's just the exceedingly uncomfortable wires wrapped around, and inside, his throat - and Vendetta, standing in front of him, arms crossed, watching him expectantly, waiting for him to find his way back to lucidity.</fc> | <color #008888>Before it gets the chance, the temperature inverts itself; his neck is burning, his tongue and throat are burning, his lungs are on fire, he's going to burn to a crisp any moment now - but he doesn't. A subjective eternity later, the sensation shifts again, and... it's over. The wires have switched back to their ordinary beige, he's not drowned or frozen or burned, there's just the exceedingly uncomfortable wires wrapped around, and inside, his throat - and Vendetta, standing in front of him, arms crossed, watching him expectantly, waiting for him to find his way back to lucidity.</color> |
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| The shapeless pressure holding him comparatively still is like a tangle of kelp, knotted by nature into an unwitting net, keeping him down - then abruptly his plight ends, as if some godly fist had seized him from the depths of an ocean, displacing him with no sense of motion to go with it at all, for a moment dizzying. A sharp pain drags itself along his skull a moment later, lashing at his temple and around the back of his head like a strike of a tendril from within him rather than delivered from outside. He's barely managed to identify the source, clawing at the inside of his throat like a metal hook, registering as sharp and hard rather than cold until a subtle shift of perspective reveals its true nature, when it changes. An almost violent twitch travels through him, eyes cast upwards, wide, a broken sound of alarm thick with animal fear escaping him despite the tip of the wire nestled against his larynx. Gasped breath drags through his nose, seemingly just drawing the fire deeper into his vital organs rather than doing any good and his eyes flutter lightly in the beginning brush strokes of a panic. | The shapeless pressure holding him comparatively still is like a tangle of kelp, knotted by nature into an unwitting net, keeping him down - then abruptly his plight ends, as if some godly fist had seized him from the depths of an ocean, displacing him with no sense of motion to go with it at all, for a moment dizzying. A sharp pain drags itself along his skull a moment later, lashing at his temple and around the back of his head like a strike of a tendril from within him rather than delivered from outside. He's barely managed to identify the source, clawing at the inside of his throat like a metal hook, registering as sharp and hard rather than cold until a subtle shift of perspective reveals its true nature, when it changes. An almost violent twitch travels through him, eyes cast upwards, wide, a broken sound of alarm thick with animal fear escaping him despite the tip of the wire nestled against his larynx. Gasped breath drags through his nose, seemingly just drawing the fire deeper into his vital organs rather than doing any good and his eyes flutter lightly in the beginning brush strokes of a panic. |
| ...of all emotions to feel in response to the mental image, embarrassment is the one to stick. He should be able to stay conscious in the truest sense of the word throughout an assault like that. He should be able to keep it together. Hadn't he only just promised Vendetta to keep his whining to himself? How much pitiful, pleading noise had he made? He doesn't know, but it feverishly hopes it's a forgiveable amount. A frightened, uneasy gaze leaps down to Vendetta, trying in vain to determine what the Legendary thought of his struggles. | ...of all emotions to feel in response to the mental image, embarrassment is the one to stick. He should be able to stay conscious in the truest sense of the word throughout an assault like that. He should be able to keep it together. Hadn't he only just promised Vendetta to keep his whining to himself? How much pitiful, pleading noise had he made? He doesn't know, but it feverishly hopes it's a forgiveable amount. A frightened, uneasy gaze leaps down to Vendetta, trying in vain to determine what the Legendary thought of his struggles. |
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| <fc #008888>~So kind of you to rejoin us,~ the Legendary sneers, uncrossing his arms and placing his right forepaw gently under Dakarai's chin. ~I thought you might want to be lucid for this part.~ If there was still any doubt in his mind that this might finally be over, that quashed it. He lifts his forepaw, tilting the human's head back, and a light scratching in his throat indicates the tip of the wire slipping backwards. For a long moment, Vendetta simply glares at Dakarai expectantly, before a wicked smile distorts his features, and a single command echoes through his psyche. ~Swallow.~</fc> | <color #008888>~So kind of you to rejoin us,~ the Legendary sneers, uncrossing his arms and placing his right forepaw gently under Dakarai's chin. ~I thought you might want to be lucid for this part.~ If there was still any doubt in his mind that this might finally be over, that quashed it. He lifts his forepaw, tilting the human's head back, and a light scratching in his throat indicates the tip of the wire slipping backwards. For a long moment, Vendetta simply glares at Dakarai expectantly, before a wicked smile distorts his features, and a single command echoes through his psyche. ~Swallow.~</color> |
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| Not over. He closes his eyes for a moment, trying to find some abstract timeframe to anchor this to. He was supposed to be doing something; this was a distraction, wasn't it? But that feels like an eternity ago. Of course, if that had been eternity, then he could deal with another, and another. He's not sure how he'd feel about a third looming at the horizon, but two is enough for a sense of finite torment. | Not over. He closes his eyes for a moment, trying to find some abstract timeframe to anchor this to. He was supposed to be doing something; this was a distraction, wasn't it? But that feels like an eternity ago. Of course, if that had been eternity, then he could deal with another, and another. He's not sure how he'd feel about a third looming at the horizon, but two is enough for a sense of finite torment. |
| A chill's crept up within him, like something abstract clawing at the inside of his face, but he stubbornly tunnels past the deeply unpleasant sensation, focussed on his task. He could be violently ill after all this was over, whenever that was. And so, with the last of his resolve, he tells his body to fuck right off already with its complaints and swallows a third time, making it impossible to trivially reverse the wire's descent, be that by instinct or conscious decision. That'll do. It's also making his skin crawl to feel that alien pressure inside his throat... but it'll do. The gooseflesh that's spread near-evenly across his skin is hardly a tangible objection. His gut twitches once in soundless protest and by some miracle he manages not to utter a sound of shapeless distress. | A chill's crept up within him, like something abstract clawing at the inside of his face, but he stubbornly tunnels past the deeply unpleasant sensation, focussed on his task. He could be violently ill after all this was over, whenever that was. And so, with the last of his resolve, he tells his body to fuck right off already with its complaints and swallows a third time, making it impossible to trivially reverse the wire's descent, be that by instinct or conscious decision. That'll do. It's also making his skin crawl to feel that alien pressure inside his throat... but it'll do. The gooseflesh that's spread near-evenly across his skin is hardly a tangible objection. His gut twitches once in soundless protest and by some miracle he manages not to utter a sound of shapeless distress. |
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| <fc #008888>The cord's descent is relatively smooth, horrifyingly uncomfortable and distressing as it is. The tip doesn't quite manage to reach his gut; the wire runs out of slack before it does, though in doing so it manages to contort his tongue into a position where it could easily slip out. Vendetta watches the spectacle, momentarily surprised at his sheer willpower to do as he's told, before that dissolves into disgust. Did he really think that just by following orders in a desperate attempt to please his new masters, he could //atone// for what he'd done?</fc> | <color #008888>The cord's descent is relatively smooth, horrifyingly uncomfortable and distressing as it is. The tip doesn't quite manage to reach his gut; the wire runs out of slack before it does, though in doing so it manages to contort his tongue into a position where it could easily slip out. Vendetta watches the spectacle, momentarily surprised at his sheer willpower to do as he's told, before that dissolves into disgust. Did he really think that just by following orders in a desperate attempt to please his new masters, he could //atone// for what he'd done?</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The hand under Dakarai's chin takes hold of the device instead, turning it over idly in his hand, pondering over its settings the way one might browse through the songs in an old jukebox, trying to choose just which tune he's in the mood for at the moment. 'Steel' catches his eye. With a brief hum, the wires take on a metallic hue and stiffen into place; the cord lodged inside him turns rigid and straightens, defining - rather than defined by - the curve of his esophagus. A cruel smirk plays across Vendetta's features, and, driven largely by curiosity, he gives the weapon a twist.</fc> | <color #008888>The hand under Dakarai's chin takes hold of the device instead, turning it over idly in his hand, pondering over its settings the way one might browse through the songs in an old jukebox, trying to choose just which tune he's in the mood for at the moment. 'Steel' catches his eye. With a brief hum, the wires take on a metallic hue and stiffen into place; the cord lodged inside him turns rigid and straightens, defining - rather than defined by - the curve of his esophagus. A cruel smirk plays across Vendetta's features, and, driven largely by curiosity, he gives the weapon a twist.</color> |
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| The subtle motions are more than enough to lance an intense alarm up his spine, instinct threatening to overwhelm him again. He catches himself with a keen, more exhaling that startled, terrified sound than forming it by any act of volition, and wide eyes stare up at the ceiling as if something up there (and no further) might have the ability to enact mercy upon him. For that moment of barely subdued panic, he's sure he's about to die - Vendetta is going to lose whatever respect he has for Jagdish's plans and simply kill him. It wouldn't be a great loss, the jaded part of him rationalises. They'd regret it, but only as one would regret breaking china in a fit of anger: The emotional state excuses most of the vandalism. | The subtle motions are more than enough to lance an intense alarm up his spine, instinct threatening to overwhelm him again. He catches himself with a keen, more exhaling that startled, terrified sound than forming it by any act of volition, and wide eyes stare up at the ceiling as if something up there (and no further) might have the ability to enact mercy upon him. For that moment of barely subdued panic, he's sure he's about to die - Vendetta is going to lose whatever respect he has for Jagdish's plans and simply kill him. It wouldn't be a great loss, the jaded part of him rationalises. They'd regret it, but only as one would regret breaking china in a fit of anger: The emotional state excuses most of the vandalism. |
| He's dying. It's over. He screwed up, he failed, Jagdish will not be pleased. That he'd not be around to experience Jagdish's disappointment if he did die doesn't bother the part of him fretting about this notion - rational thought has left the building and doesn't seem inclined to return. Why bother returning to a dying mind, after all? He can understand that. | He's dying. It's over. He screwed up, he failed, Jagdish will not be pleased. That he'd not be around to experience Jagdish's disappointment if he did die doesn't bother the part of him fretting about this notion - rational thought has left the building and doesn't seem inclined to return. Why bother returning to a dying mind, after all? He can understand that. |
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| On perfect cue, a spasm travels through Dakarai's body, the notion of his innards split by the wire turned blade entirely comprehensible to his animal mind. Instead, the spiny caterpillar in his throat twists itself, dragging fresh fire in its wake. There's no contemplating this pain - it's too close to his core. He's not sure, if pressed, that he could honestly claim he's feeling it; that presupposes someone is present to perceive the agony. But his body emits an agonised cry, spine twisting to the side, arms pushing upwards, struggling to push away from an imagined source of the tendril lodged within him. His tortured shoulder protests, but finds itself reduced to a mere footnote. | On perfect cue, a spasm travels through Dakarai's body, the notion of his innards split by the wire turned blade entirely comprehensible to his animal mind. Instead, the spiny caterpillar in his throat twists itself, dragging fresh fire in its wake. There's no contemplating this pain - it's too close to his core. He's not sure, if pressed, that he could honestly claim he's feeling it; that presupposes someone is present to perceive the agony. But his body emits an agonised cry, spine twisting to the side, arms pushing upwards, struggling to push away from an imagined source of the tendril lodged within him. His tortured shoulder protests, but finds itself reduced to a mere footnote. |
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| <fc #008888>The rolling motion continues for a few revolutions, then slowly grinds to a halt. No, now he's going too far; the human's barely even aware of what's happening to him, if he's aware at all. He's not Jagdish, the fine line between 'ridiculous amount of pain' and 'conscious thought shutting down' isn't quite so familiar to him. ~Wake up, Dakarai,~ he coos in a saccharine tone, free hand waving lightly in front of the human's face. ~Wouldn't want you to miss your favorite pastime.~</fc> | <color #008888>The rolling motion continues for a few revolutions, then slowly grinds to a halt. No, now he's going too far; the human's barely even aware of what's happening to him, if he's aware at all. He's not Jagdish, the fine line between 'ridiculous amount of pain' and 'conscious thought shutting down' isn't quite so familiar to him. ~Wake up, Dakarai,~ he coos in a saccharine tone, free hand waving lightly in front of the human's face. ~Wouldn't want you to miss your favorite pastime.~</color> |
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| Little soft, uncoordinated, erratic sounds of distress spill from the human at the psychic invasion, before the intended effect sets in, reeling in his conscious perception from the deep reaches of his psyche that it had fled to. His awareness of the world is swimming; he feels disconnected. Something is happening to his body, something unpleasant, something awful, but in a way, it might as well be happening to someone else. With some effort, his gaze struggles its way down from the ceiling, finding Vendetta at an angle. He's not sure what he's expressing with his gaze - it feels like it could both be a desperate plea to stop and let him rest for a while, or the expression of someone who feels slighted. Either way, its pleasantly devoid of the purposeful strength that usually makes him such a frustrating handful. | Little soft, uncoordinated, erratic sounds of distress spill from the human at the psychic invasion, before the intended effect sets in, reeling in his conscious perception from the deep reaches of his psyche that it had fled to. His awareness of the world is swimming; he feels disconnected. Something is happening to his body, something unpleasant, something awful, but in a way, it might as well be happening to someone else. With some effort, his gaze struggles its way down from the ceiling, finding Vendetta at an angle. He's not sure what he's expressing with his gaze - it feels like it could both be a desperate plea to stop and let him rest for a while, or the expression of someone who feels slighted. Either way, its pleasantly devoid of the purposeful strength that usually makes him such a frustrating handful. |
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| <fc #008888>A satisfied expression dances on Vendetta's features, his tail lashing through the air with greater vigor than usual. Compared to all the frustration Dakarai's given him so far, this is practically getting him to beg for mercy, silent as it may be. The wire trapped inside him wriggles randomly for an instant, then does so again some time after that. Finally, deciding he's had enough of this particular part of the game, the telekinetic grip on Dakarai's head and torso tightens, and Vendetta pulls on the weapon's handle, drawing the wire agonizingly slowly out of its fleshy home.</fc> | <color #008888>A satisfied expression dances on Vendetta's features, his tail lashing through the air with greater vigor than usual. Compared to all the frustration Dakarai's given him so far, this is practically getting him to beg for mercy, silent as it may be. The wire trapped inside him wriggles randomly for an instant, then does so again some time after that. Finally, deciding he's had enough of this particular part of the game, the telekinetic grip on Dakarai's head and torso tightens, and Vendetta pulls on the weapon's handle, drawing the wire agonizingly slowly out of its fleshy home.</color> |
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| The wiggles of that bladed abstraction in his throat nearly push him back out of lucidity. The slow, steady tug, on the other hand, does the opposite for no reason he can discern - a visceral clarity grips at him, making him acutely aware of every imagined blade dragging along the inside of his esophagus as if it was wholly inclined to cut the entire passage to ribbons. If the sensations were grounded in reality, that's what it would be doing - destroying him, shredding his ability to eat from him, consigning him to death by internal bleeding or, at the very least, starvation. He's not sure if he's lucky that it's only a compelling illusion; if it weren't, his captor might be having second thoughts before the application of something so crass, after all. | The wiggles of that bladed abstraction in his throat nearly push him back out of lucidity. The slow, steady tug, on the other hand, does the opposite for no reason he can discern - a visceral clarity grips at him, making him acutely aware of every imagined blade dragging along the inside of his esophagus as if it was wholly inclined to cut the entire passage to ribbons. If the sensations were grounded in reality, that's what it would be doing - destroying him, shredding his ability to eat from him, consigning him to death by internal bleeding or, at the very least, starvation. He's not sure if he's lucky that it's only a compelling illusion; if it weren't, his captor might be having second thoughts before the application of something so crass, after all. |
| As the tip of it lashes lightly against his tongue, escaping the tense grip of his throat, his body decides it's had enough. In some frantic, dumb gesture, his stomach spasms, and a spoonful of acid spatters up his tortured gullet and escapes into an unappetising freedom. A fevered shiver grips him again as he curses the useless reflex - now his throat has an actual reason to burn, thank you for nothing, biology. An urge to bring either hand down to wipe at his mouth makes his arms shiver, but of course he's powerless to move them that way. Instead, he simply closes his eyes, willing the taste away, trying in vain to ignore the fire in his throat, trying not to feel like he can't even get something as passive as 'getting tortured' right. | As the tip of it lashes lightly against his tongue, escaping the tense grip of his throat, his body decides it's had enough. In some frantic, dumb gesture, his stomach spasms, and a spoonful of acid spatters up his tortured gullet and escapes into an unappetising freedom. A fevered shiver grips him again as he curses the useless reflex - now his throat has an actual reason to burn, thank you for nothing, biology. An urge to bring either hand down to wipe at his mouth makes his arms shiver, but of course he's powerless to move them that way. Instead, he simply closes his eyes, willing the taste away, trying in vain to ignore the fire in his throat, trying not to feel like he can't even get something as passive as 'getting tortured' right. |
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| <fc #008888>The lines of the whip skitter along the ground, sound of steel clacking against stone, line of saliva traced along the floor. A derisive snort escapes Vendetta as Dakarai vomits, nose wrinkling in disgust. ~Weak,~ he comments, tone filled with contempt. He steps forward, grabbing hold of Dakarai's shirt and twisting it to wipe the human's mouth free of residual acid. ~Let's try that again, shall we?~ That said, he raises the weapon again; the same metallic tendrils that were wrapped around his neck before coil around his temples, and the third inserts itself into his mouth again, cold, sharp, metallic, though it doesn't go into his throat this time. ~Swallow,~ he repeats. Time to see if he still has that force of will to follow orders.</fc> | <color #008888>The lines of the whip skitter along the ground, sound of steel clacking against stone, line of saliva traced along the floor. A derisive snort escapes Vendetta as Dakarai vomits, nose wrinkling in disgust. ~Weak,~ he comments, tone filled with contempt. He steps forward, grabbing hold of Dakarai's shirt and twisting it to wipe the human's mouth free of residual acid. ~Let's try that again, shall we?~ That said, he raises the weapon again; the same metallic tendrils that were wrapped around his neck before coil around his temples, and the third inserts itself into his mouth again, cold, sharp, metallic, though it doesn't go into his throat this time. ~Swallow,~ he repeats. Time to see if he still has that force of will to follow orders.</color> |
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| Silence. The reactions are subtle, his eyes betraying the extent of his lucidity - he's quite present at the moment, no matter how sick his body seems to be feeling, faux-fever and all, occasionally twitch touching his form. Ludicrously, he doesn't seem to be afraid - he's not averting his gaze, after all, he's looking straight at Vendetta, with only minimal plea expressed. | Silence. The reactions are subtle, his eyes betraying the extent of his lucidity - he's quite present at the moment, no matter how sick his body seems to be feeling, faux-fever and all, occasionally twitch touching his form. Ludicrously, he doesn't seem to be afraid - he's not averting his gaze, after all, he's looking straight at Vendetta, with only minimal plea expressed. |
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| <fc #008888>The silence, and Dakarai's reactions, slowly whittle down the Legendary's patience. When he sees his shoulders sag, the hint of tears streaming at the edge of his eyes, it snaps, and his fury at Dakarai finds itself renewed. ~You pathetic, lying little shit.~ Vendetta's hand snaps up, gripping tightly at Dakarai's neck. ~What, giving up just like that? What about that stubborn urge to follow orders? Where's that disregard for your own well being now, hmm?~ The coils around his skull wind tighter. ~Or was that all just an act to weasel your way into freedom?~ he asks, voice seething with white-hot rage.</fc> | <color #008888>The silence, and Dakarai's reactions, slowly whittle down the Legendary's patience. When he sees his shoulders sag, the hint of tears streaming at the edge of his eyes, it snaps, and his fury at Dakarai finds itself renewed. ~You pathetic, lying little shit.~ Vendetta's hand snaps up, gripping tightly at Dakarai's neck. ~What, giving up just like that? What about that stubborn urge to follow orders? Where's that disregard for your own well being now, hmm?~ The coils around his skull wind tighter. ~Or was that all just an act to weasel your way into freedom?~ he asks, voice seething with white-hot rage.</color> |
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| His breath papers out of him, fluttering flimsily, thrumming in the melody of fear. Tension grips his entire body, conspiring with the telekinetic grip to keep him still, but if it weren't for those psychic shackles, instinct would be driving him to back away or drive teeth and nails into Vendetta's skin. Ptooey. There goes the end of the wire, freeing his tongue to speak, which immediately seizes the opportunity: "I want to, but I can't!" Fuck, there's that whine again. Sincerity, clarity, but that same pathetic undercurrent that he'd only just squashed in this waste of skin, frustratingly resurfaced, strong as ever. Why can't he just shut up? | His breath papers out of him, fluttering flimsily, thrumming in the melody of fear. Tension grips his entire body, conspiring with the telekinetic grip to keep him still, but if it weren't for those psychic shackles, instinct would be driving him to back away or drive teeth and nails into Vendetta's skin. Ptooey. There goes the end of the wire, freeing his tongue to speak, which immediately seizes the opportunity: "I want to, but I can't!" Fuck, there's that whine again. Sincerity, clarity, but that same pathetic undercurrent that he'd only just squashed in this waste of skin, frustratingly resurfaced, strong as ever. Why can't he just shut up? |
| With only the slightest delay, it even continues a little further: "I can't, I don't have that much control over my instincts, I'm sorry! I just can't." He's shivering, eaten up by tension - he's not sure when that started. Sometime during the blurted out speech, he's started trembling like a leaf; and now he can't find a way to turn it off. Tears trickle down his cheeks, with the energy he might normally use to stem them back diluted and dispersed by his frantic attempts to communicate and the intense quiver of every muscle fibre he can consciously locate. | With only the slightest delay, it even continues a little further: "I can't, I don't have that much control over my instincts, I'm sorry! I just can't." He's shivering, eaten up by tension - he's not sure when that started. Sometime during the blurted out speech, he's started trembling like a leaf; and now he can't find a way to turn it off. Tears trickle down his cheeks, with the energy he might normally use to stem them back diluted and dispersed by his frantic attempts to communicate and the intense quiver of every muscle fibre he can consciously locate. |
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| <fc #008888>The urge to simply snap the human's neck and discard his worthless body is rising, kept in check only by the knowledge that such a death would only be doing him a //favor// - a notion disgusting enough that even having to listen to Dakarai's whining doesn't hold a candle to it. Slowly, the burning hatred in Vendetta's eyes cools and hardens into a venomous, disdainful glare, followed by the glint of a sudden idea.</fc> | <color #008888>The urge to simply snap the human's neck and discard his worthless body is rising, kept in check only by the knowledge that such a death would only be doing him a //favor// - a notion disgusting enough that even having to listen to Dakarai's whining doesn't hold a candle to it. Slowly, the burning hatred in Vendetta's eyes cools and hardens into a venomous, disdainful glare, followed by the glint of a sudden idea.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>~You know what I think?~ the Legendary asks, as the dangling cord comes back to life under his telekinesis, snaking into his mouth and finding the back of his throat once more, rendering the question obviously rhetorical. ~I think you just need to be properly incentivized.~ The cord nuzzles itself against Dakarai's larynx, seemingly unconcerned for his shivering, weakened state. ~How about I give you a choice,~ the voice echoes in his mind. ~You can swallow the cord, or I can shove it down your windpipe.~</fc> | <color #008888>~You know what I think?~ the Legendary asks, as the dangling cord comes back to life under his telekinesis, snaking into his mouth and finding the back of his throat once more, rendering the question obviously rhetorical. ~I think you just need to be properly incentivized.~ The cord nuzzles itself against Dakarai's larynx, seemingly unconcerned for his shivering, weakened state. ~How about I give you a choice,~ the voice echoes in his mind. ~You can swallow the cord, or I can shove it down your windpipe.~</color> |
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| The numbness that grips him does nothing to significantly stop the flow of tears. That both options would weigh similarly in the strength of the rejection his gut stemmed against it seemed like a cruel joke, spinning him between the choices as if he were chasing his own tail, not out of some quaint habit, but because his life depended on catching it. His eyes squeeze shut, and with a tremble still claiming his right shoulder, he resigns himself to what's about to happen. | The numbness that grips him does nothing to significantly stop the flow of tears. That both options would weigh similarly in the strength of the rejection his gut stemmed against it seemed like a cruel joke, spinning him between the choices as if he were chasing his own tail, not out of some quaint habit, but because his life depended on catching it. His eyes squeeze shut, and with a tremble still claiming his right shoulder, he resigns himself to what's about to happen. |
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| <fc #008888>For a long moment, nothing happens, Vendetta examining his victim's body language, as if waiting to see if Dakarai would suddenly change his mind. Then the respite is over, and the wire of steel has slipped its way into the human's windpipe. It only takes a fraction of a second for his body to start protesting, wholly convinced that a blade is drawing down the inside of his trachea, and trying unsuccessfully to cough the wire up. Before there's enough time for him to spiral into a blind panic, the psychic grip around his chest tightens in a vice-like manner, holding him steadily in place as the wire continues its steady descent.</fc> | <color #008888>For a long moment, nothing happens, Vendetta examining his victim's body language, as if waiting to see if Dakarai would suddenly change his mind. Then the respite is over, and the wire of steel has slipped its way into the human's windpipe. It only takes a fraction of a second for his body to start protesting, wholly convinced that a blade is drawing down the inside of his trachea, and trying unsuccessfully to cough the wire up. Before there's enough time for him to spiral into a blind panic, the psychic grip around his chest tightens in a vice-like manner, holding him steadily in place as the wire continues its steady descent.</color> |
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| The measly remnants of his conscious perception crowd to a pinprick, an ocean's worth of instinct frothing around it. It's good that Vendetta is holding him perfectly still - otherwise, he'd seriously damage himself in the frantic struggle this is driving him toward, his spine trying desperately to arch itself, arms aching, trying to draw themselves around to the wire's imagined counterpart to tear it out, pain of his dislocated shoulder paled to insignificance. The wire may not be sharp, but it would still slice at his innards if he could writhe as he sought to. His neck stretches in futile reflex, to no soothing effect, merely jostling the foreign item slightly. The sound of distress which that prompts, of course, thrums around the offending item and only makes its existence more apparent. | The measly remnants of his conscious perception crowd to a pinprick, an ocean's worth of instinct frothing around it. It's good that Vendetta is holding him perfectly still - otherwise, he'd seriously damage himself in the frantic struggle this is driving him toward, his spine trying desperately to arch itself, arms aching, trying to draw themselves around to the wire's imagined counterpart to tear it out, pain of his dislocated shoulder paled to insignificance. The wire may not be sharp, but it would still slice at his innards if he could writhe as he sought to. His neck stretches in futile reflex, to no soothing effect, merely jostling the foreign item slightly. The sound of distress which that prompts, of course, thrums around the offending item and only makes its existence more apparent. |
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| <fc #008888>The wire comes to rest after a short distance, tip nestling itself at the branch point of Dakarai's trachea, undecided as to whether it wants to continue towards his right lung or his left. The hand at Dakarai's neck idly massages at his throat, a steady reminder of just how easily he could end up in a bloody, discarded mess in one of many ways if Vendetta so chose. For a long moment, that's all he does - briefly content to simply watch Dakarai squirm against his own reflexes - before he speaks again. ~I've changed my mind,~ the voice in his head comments, a cruel, vicious smile emerging in Vendetta's features. ~We're going to do both.~</fc> | <color #008888>The wire comes to rest after a short distance, tip nestling itself at the branch point of Dakarai's trachea, undecided as to whether it wants to continue towards his right lung or his left. The hand at Dakarai's neck idly massages at his throat, a steady reminder of just how easily he could end up in a bloody, discarded mess in one of many ways if Vendetta so chose. For a long moment, that's all he does - briefly content to simply watch Dakarai squirm against his own reflexes - before he speaks again. ~I've changed my mind,~ the voice in his head comments, a cruel, vicious smile emerging in Vendetta's features. ~We're going to do both.~</color> |
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| <fc #008888>One of the twin cords wrapped around Dakarai's skull lazily unwinds from its grip, instead deciding it would rather trace along his bottom row of teeth, wriggling against his gums and lips, past the inside of his cheek, cutting down into his throat. It winds once around the cord lodged in his windpipe, but rather than following its path, it splits off towards his esophagus. The tip pauses in its descent, before an alien presence asserts control over the muscles in his throat, and before he has the ability to protest even in theory, he's swallowing the second wire.</fc> | <color #008888>One of the twin cords wrapped around Dakarai's skull lazily unwinds from its grip, instead deciding it would rather trace along his bottom row of teeth, wriggling against his gums and lips, past the inside of his cheek, cutting down into his throat. It winds once around the cord lodged in his windpipe, but rather than following its path, it splits off towards his esophagus. The tip pauses in its descent, before an alien presence asserts control over the muscles in his throat, and before he has the ability to protest even in theory, he's swallowing the second wire.</color> |
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| Without the control the psychic grip is exerting, the scene would quickly become more morbid and grisly by far. Trapped between the part-tangible hold on him, his shoulder with its dull, background ache, and the dual assault, some part of Dakarai - the one that's been trying to redirect his energy into some semblance of escape - gives up. Only the tension remains by necessity; sagging limply would be a change to the status quo, after all, and he's quite beyond any change whatsoever. Tears trace down his face, unnoticed, gaze itself hollow, barely taking notice of the world his eyes are partly open to. Stubbornly refusing to acknowledge the wire lodged in his windpipe, a series of broken whimpers spill from him, awkwardly distorted by the obstacle. | Without the control the psychic grip is exerting, the scene would quickly become more morbid and grisly by far. Trapped between the part-tangible hold on him, his shoulder with its dull, background ache, and the dual assault, some part of Dakarai - the one that's been trying to redirect his energy into some semblance of escape - gives up. Only the tension remains by necessity; sagging limply would be a change to the status quo, after all, and he's quite beyond any change whatsoever. Tears trace down his face, unnoticed, gaze itself hollow, barely taking notice of the world his eyes are partly open to. Stubbornly refusing to acknowledge the wire lodged in his windpipe, a series of broken whimpers spill from him, awkwardly distorted by the obstacle. |
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| <fc #008888>The hand at Dakarai's throat recedes, finding a grip on the hilt of the weapon instead, holding it steady until the cord lodged in Dakarai's esophagus halts its descent, having run out of the necessary slack. His eyes drift down to the device, for the moment ignoring Dakarai's tears and pitiful whimpers. It's stunning, really, the ease with which he can make his victim's life into a living hell - nothing more than the flip of a switch. The ease with which he did the same to his pokémon. Vendetta exhales a soft hiss, and flicks the settings, turning the cords to a deep crimson hue.</fc> | <color #008888>The hand at Dakarai's throat recedes, finding a grip on the hilt of the weapon instead, holding it steady until the cord lodged in Dakarai's esophagus halts its descent, having run out of the necessary slack. His eyes drift down to the device, for the moment ignoring Dakarai's tears and pitiful whimpers. It's stunning, really, the ease with which he can make his victim's life into a living hell - nothing more than the flip of a switch. The ease with which he did the same to his pokémon. Vendetta exhales a soft hiss, and flicks the settings, turning the cords to a deep crimson hue.</color> |
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| Somewhere in Dakarai's perception, his shape has changed. He's a hollow shell and someone's scraping along the inside of it as if to clean it out. His proprioception struggles to make sense of what's happening in a way that doesn't simply imply death, distorting his body image terribly to accommodate for it... and then the sensation of flame laps at him, burning down the twin flesh tunnels, raking along him like a powerful, hot burst just... filling that imagined expanse. A pitiful sound escapes him, distorted, not registering as a sound of his own even as it persists as a pained whine, accompanied by an uneven quiver, undecided whether it should be a brief series of twitches instead. | Somewhere in Dakarai's perception, his shape has changed. He's a hollow shell and someone's scraping along the inside of it as if to clean it out. His proprioception struggles to make sense of what's happening in a way that doesn't simply imply death, distorting his body image terribly to accommodate for it... and then the sensation of flame laps at him, burning down the twin flesh tunnels, raking along him like a powerful, hot burst just... filling that imagined expanse. A pitiful sound escapes him, distorted, not registering as a sound of his own even as it persists as a pained whine, accompanied by an uneven quiver, undecided whether it should be a brief series of twitches instead. |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta releases the handle, and takes a step back, then a second, then a third, taking a long moment to examine his handiwork. The ever-proud Dakarai N'Sehla, reduced to a quivering, tearful wreck, and given plenty of taste of his own medicine. Not even close to enough to make up for what he'd done - no amount of suffering would pay off that debt, as far as Vendetta was concerned - but enough that at least for the moment, Vendetta can feel that some amount of justice was served. He briefly considers simply leaving Dakarai in this state until Jagdish finds him, but maintaining his psychic grip from a larger distance for any reasonable amount of time will eventually tire him out.</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta releases the handle, and takes a step back, then a second, then a third, taking a long moment to examine his handiwork. The ever-proud Dakarai N'Sehla, reduced to a quivering, tearful wreck, and given plenty of taste of his own medicine. Not even close to enough to make up for what he'd done - no amount of suffering would pay off that debt, as far as Vendetta was concerned - but enough that at least for the moment, Vendetta can feel that some amount of justice was served. He briefly considers simply leaving Dakarai in this state until Jagdish finds him, but maintaining his psychic grip from a larger distance for any reasonable amount of time will eventually tire him out.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Proprioception shifts around Dakarai, and moments later his back is grinding against the tile floor, followed by his head and limbs. His legs are fairly free to move, as are his arms to some extent, though his wrists are trapped in place on either side of his head; the psychic grip on his torso is as strong as ever. Vendetta approaches, planting his right foot on Dakarai's sternum, just above the solar plexus. With a gesture, the weapon's hilt rises into the air, poised vertically over Dakarai's mouth, and slowly draws itself upwards, tugging the wires out of the human's body.</fc> | <color #008888>Proprioception shifts around Dakarai, and moments later his back is grinding against the tile floor, followed by his head and limbs. His legs are fairly free to move, as are his arms to some extent, though his wrists are trapped in place on either side of his head; the psychic grip on his torso is as strong as ever. Vendetta approaches, planting his right foot on Dakarai's sternum, just above the solar plexus. With a gesture, the weapon's hilt rises into the air, poised vertically over Dakarai's mouth, and slowly draws itself upwards, tugging the wires out of the human's body.</color> |
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| The fundamental difference between 'going in' and 'going out' isn't anything that he can grasp at that point in time, of course, and so he's still spilling forth useless, soft whimpers, lucid grasp not returned to him. Gravity is doing confusing things, really - he's sure it was somewhere else a moment ago. He's also sure the slight chill against his back wasn't there then, either. He's yet to understand that he's free to move, still in a state of absolute, primal resignation. | The fundamental difference between 'going in' and 'going out' isn't anything that he can grasp at that point in time, of course, and so he's still spilling forth useless, soft whimpers, lucid grasp not returned to him. Gravity is doing confusing things, really - he's sure it was somewhere else a moment ago. He's also sure the slight chill against his back wasn't there then, either. He's yet to understand that he's free to move, still in a state of absolute, primal resignation. |
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| The drag of the wires across his shirt causes him to thaw out of his passivity and make half of a motion toward curling up in a foetal position on his side - but with the realisation that he can move comes a flicker of conscious thought. The fuck is he doing? He's busy sagging back down, expression one of disorientation, when a force crushes against his aching shoulder. Before he can quite stop the sound from surfacing, he's howled, eyes squeezing shut. His better arm snaps its hand up to clutch at the shoulder. With silent cynicism, he decides the reality trickling back in could have waited a minute or two and done them both a favour. His breath is heavy and partly uneven as he tries to reconstruct the last few minutes into something coherent. | The drag of the wires across his shirt causes him to thaw out of his passivity and make half of a motion toward curling up in a foetal position on his side - but with the realisation that he can move comes a flicker of conscious thought. The fuck is he doing? He's busy sagging back down, expression one of disorientation, when a force crushes against his aching shoulder. Before he can quite stop the sound from surfacing, he's howled, eyes squeezing shut. His better arm snaps its hand up to clutch at the shoulder. With silent cynicism, he decides the reality trickling back in could have waited a minute or two and done them both a favour. His breath is heavy and partly uneven as he tries to reconstruct the last few minutes into something coherent. |
| The knot is tedious to untangle and the effort mostly in vain, but one thing does coalesce from the murky, primal haze: He could have died. Not on accident, certainly, but it would have been a trivial action to simply cut his innards to ribbons. His gaze peels off its non-descript point on the ceiling, swerving uneasily through the room - a part of him finds itself amazed where he is, as if everything he'd just gone through could not possibly be confined to such a mundane architecture - only to find Vendetta and anchor on the pokémon's face, his own expression undecided whether it should look apologetic, pleading or simply confused and quizzical. | The knot is tedious to untangle and the effort mostly in vain, but one thing does coalesce from the murky, primal haze: He could have died. Not on accident, certainly, but it would have been a trivial action to simply cut his innards to ribbons. His gaze peels off its non-descript point on the ceiling, swerving uneasily through the room - a part of him finds itself amazed where he is, as if everything he'd just gone through could not possibly be confined to such a mundane architecture - only to find Vendetta and anchor on the pokémon's face, his own expression undecided whether it should look apologetic, pleading or simply confused and quizzical. |
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| <fc #008888>Eye contact is made, and prompts a scornful glare from the Legendary. A subtle, electric tension washes over him, threatening to spill out into another burst of rage, but the urge dissipates before it's even fully formed. Vendetta's nostrils flare in a derisive snort. ~Well.~ The foot resting on Dakarai's sternum relents, only to deliver a swift, light kick to the side of his ribs. ~That was surprisingly easy.~</fc> | <color #008888>Eye contact is made, and prompts a scornful glare from the Legendary. A subtle, electric tension washes over him, threatening to spill out into another burst of rage, but the urge dissipates before it's even fully formed. Vendetta's nostrils flare in a derisive snort. ~Well.~ The foot resting on Dakarai's sternum relents, only to deliver a swift, light kick to the side of his ribs. ~That was surprisingly easy.~</color> |
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| The brief barb of discomfort from the kick itself goes under in the background ache that envelops Dakarai's body, but the motion itself is of course readily apparent. As if perhaps hoping to spot something different than venom and derision in the Legendary's expression, he maintains his stare for a subjective eternity - no more than a moment of real time - then closes his eyes, just barely resisting the urge to cry. It's not that the words hurt him - he'd need to have self-confidence for such to be shattered, after all, it merely serves as a mild disappointment in himself - but between the relief that the immediate torment is over, an urge to atone for what he's done, the pain still lingering in his limbs and torso, and the isolation that those words imply, there's a lot of emotion to go around. Exhaling flimsily, he shifts his arms, and in disregard for consequences or much of context, he wraps them around shin and calf of Vendetta's left leg, squeezing his eyes shut and pressing a cheek against the furred skin, tense shoulders showing that he expects nothing good to come of it. | The brief barb of discomfort from the kick itself goes under in the background ache that envelops Dakarai's body, but the motion itself is of course readily apparent. As if perhaps hoping to spot something different than venom and derision in the Legendary's expression, he maintains his stare for a subjective eternity - no more than a moment of real time - then closes his eyes, just barely resisting the urge to cry. It's not that the words hurt him - he'd need to have self-confidence for such to be shattered, after all, it merely serves as a mild disappointment in himself - but between the relief that the immediate torment is over, an urge to atone for what he's done, the pain still lingering in his limbs and torso, and the isolation that those words imply, there's a lot of emotion to go around. Exhaling flimsily, he shifts his arms, and in disregard for consequences or much of context, he wraps them around shin and calf of Vendetta's left leg, squeezing his eyes shut and pressing a cheek against the furred skin, tense shoulders showing that he expects nothing good to come of it. |
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| <fc #008888>In that moment, with the weapon raised, glaring down at the pitiful human clinging to his leg desperate for affection that he knows will not come, a sudden burst of perspective hits. How many times had Dakarai treated his own pokémon like this? How many times has Vendetta seen this exact behavior towards a trainer from an abused pokémon? A wave of nausea washes over him, gaze snapping up to the weapon held tightly in his hand, then down to Dakarai's ragged, quivering form. His eyes squeeze shut, and he remembers to breathe - he's trembling, he realizes. For a long moment, he's still, teeming with rage and disgust with no viable outlet.</fc> | <color #008888>In that moment, with the weapon raised, glaring down at the pitiful human clinging to his leg desperate for affection that he knows will not come, a sudden burst of perspective hits. How many times had Dakarai treated his own pokémon like this? How many times has Vendetta seen this exact behavior towards a trainer from an abused pokémon? A wave of nausea washes over him, gaze snapping up to the weapon held tightly in his hand, then down to Dakarai's ragged, quivering form. His eyes squeeze shut, and he remembers to breathe - he's trembling, he realizes. For a long moment, he's still, teeming with rage and disgust with no viable outlet.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The cords rapidly slither back into the weapon's hilt; a second later, a psychic roar pounds against the insides of Dakarai's skull, accompanied by the loud 'clack' of the device being thrown against the wall at high speed. Telekinetic talons latch into the human's shoulders, and he's violently torn from his grip on Vendetta's leg, only to have his back smashed into the edge of the table a moment later, the impact resonating through his bones. Then Vendetta's in front of him, and he's lifted into the air again, face brought within a mere centimeter of the Legendary's, white-hot glow from those eyes imprinting on his retinas. ~I am //nothing// like you,~ the voice snarls in his mind. There's a brief pause, followed by a somewhat desperate-sounding, ~YOU HEAR ME? //NOTHING//!~</fc> | <color #008888>The cords rapidly slither back into the weapon's hilt; a second later, a psychic roar pounds against the insides of Dakarai's skull, accompanied by the loud 'clack' of the device being thrown against the wall at high speed. Telekinetic talons latch into the human's shoulders, and he's violently torn from his grip on Vendetta's leg, only to have his back smashed into the edge of the table a moment later, the impact resonating through his bones. Then Vendetta's in front of him, and he's lifted into the air again, face brought within a mere centimeter of the Legendary's, white-hot glow from those eyes imprinting on his retinas. ~I am //nothing// like you,~ the voice snarls in his mind. There's a brief pause, followed by a somewhat desperate-sounding, ~YOU HEAR ME? //NOTHING//!~</color> |
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| At the first venomous retort, Dakarai simply tenses as if to brace for the strike, not bothering to craft a response to the question. The cynical part of him, slowly budding again now that the pain had dimmed to manageable levels, of course takes the opportunity to point out to himself that he's clearly both. | At the first venomous retort, Dakarai simply tenses as if to brace for the strike, not bothering to craft a response to the question. The cynical part of him, slowly budding again now that the pain had dimmed to manageable levels, of course takes the opportunity to point out to himself that he's clearly both. |
| "I think he's lacking just a little finesse," Jagdish comments, casually, for the moment staying in the doorframe he's occupied for who knows how long. "Though you seem to be all in one piece, apart from the flecks of blood you've spattered about like crumbs." | "I think he's lacking just a little finesse," Jagdish comments, casually, for the moment staying in the doorframe he's occupied for who knows how long. "Though you seem to be all in one piece, apart from the flecks of blood you've spattered about like crumbs." |
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| <fc #008888>The 'pop' of air and flash of cerulean light announces Vendetta's appearance to the new landscape, a section of Taqnateh's third storey rendered open to the elements some time ago, the roof above missing, and a fragment of the floor some short distance away collapsed into the storey below. He's levitating a foot above the floor, eyes still closed, his breathing slow and jittery, focusing on the sensation of the cool wind against his fur, tail arcing slowly through complex patterns. In an effort to find some sense of calm, he touches down on the floor beneath him, then crouches, shifting his posture into a sit. At least he's alone here.</fc> | <color #008888>The 'pop' of air and flash of cerulean light announces Vendetta's appearance to the new landscape, a section of Taqnateh's third storey rendered open to the elements some time ago, the roof above missing, and a fragment of the floor some short distance away collapsed into the storey below. He's levitating a foot above the floor, eyes still closed, his breathing slow and jittery, focusing on the sensation of the cool wind against his fur, tail arcing slowly through complex patterns. In an effort to find some sense of calm, he touches down on the floor beneath him, then crouches, shifting his posture into a sit. At least he's alone here.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>A moment later, a soft 'pop' somewhere above him sounds as the only warning to what follows: A small, pink, all-too-familiar fuzzball flopping onto his head. "Mewwwww," she offers in saccharine greeting, clearly in a fantastically cheerful mood. Vendetta cringes visibly; tension spiking in his form. ~Mew, please, not right now,~ he replies, tone more one of desperation than he'd have liked.</fc> | <color #008888>A moment later, a soft 'pop' somewhere above him sounds as the only warning to what follows: A small, pink, all-too-familiar fuzzball flopping onto his head. "Mewwwww," she offers in saccharine greeting, clearly in a fantastically cheerful mood. Vendetta cringes visibly; tension spiking in his form. ~Mew, please, not right now,~ he replies, tone more one of desperation than he'd have liked.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Mew seems to ignore his words, floating off of his head to attach to his right upper arm, tail coiled around his elbow as her head nuzzles against his shoulder. "Mew mew mew mewwww," she continues, tone betraying adoration and a perverse sense of pride in him. She's always known they had a lot in common, and as far as she's concerned, his performance just now proves it.</fc> | <color #008888>Mew seems to ignore his words, floating off of his head to attach to his right upper arm, tail coiled around his elbow as her head nuzzles against his shoulder. "Mew mew mew mewwww," she continues, tone betraying adoration and a perverse sense of pride in him. She's always known they had a lot in common, and as far as she's concerned, his performance just now proves it.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The tone in her voice only causes Vendetta's nausea to reassert itself. 'Glad you enjoyed yourself, you sick freak,' he nearly replies, but it doesn't manage to make it past his filters. ~You're not wanted here,~ he says instead, lifting his left hand to pry at her form. ~Just... please leave me alone.~</fc> | <color #008888>The tone in her voice only causes Vendetta's nausea to reassert itself. 'Glad you enjoyed yourself, you sick freak,' he nearly replies, but it doesn't manage to make it past his filters. ~You're not wanted here,~ he says instead, lifting his left hand to pry at her form. ~Just... please leave me alone.~</color> |
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| Perhaps some would label that calm tone callous and cold; to Dakarai, it's simply calm, and the sharp contrast to Vendetta's venom is welcome, soothing balm for his frayed psyche, anchor to a mundane reality where he existed and wasn't merely a strung out perception suspended between distinct points of pain. Slow breaths form in response to Jagdish's statement. Perhaps if he was less wrung out right now, he'd apologise and promise to clean up after himself, but the reawakened cynical core in him won't let him say anything of the sort without rendering it as biting sarcasm, something the rest of him has no desire for right now. | Perhaps some would label that calm tone callous and cold; to Dakarai, it's simply calm, and the sharp contrast to Vendetta's venom is welcome, soothing balm for his frayed psyche, anchor to a mundane reality where he existed and wasn't merely a strung out perception suspended between distinct points of pain. Slow breaths form in response to Jagdish's statement. Perhaps if he was less wrung out right now, he'd apologise and promise to clean up after himself, but the reawakened cynical core in him won't let him say anything of the sort without rendering it as biting sarcasm, something the rest of him has no desire for right now. |
| That causes a soft laugh to spill from Jagdish, first raising, then setting down the weapon on the table. A bemused but mostly hollow sigh escapes him as he eases himself down into a kneel beside his currently so pitiful possession. His right palm sets down against Dakarai's dully aching shoulder, exerting almost no force at all, simply providing a connection. "True words of wisdom." | That causes a soft laugh to spill from Jagdish, first raising, then setting down the weapon on the table. A bemused but mostly hollow sigh escapes him as he eases himself down into a kneel beside his currently so pitiful possession. His right palm sets down against Dakarai's dully aching shoulder, exerting almost no force at all, simply providing a connection. "True words of wisdom." |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta's attempts to pry Mew off his arm are met with stubborn refusal to let go; each time he gets a decent handhold, she shifts her grip just enough to let her worm her way out. Her purring grows louder, resonating in his bones; her face rubs against his fur in an affectionate nuzzle, in spite of his attempts. After a minute or so of this, Vendetta runs out of patience, desperation for solitude turning into anger. A SHADOW BALL begins to form in the palm of his hand, held a handful of centimetres from Mew's head. ~Get. Away. From. Me.~</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta's attempts to pry Mew off his arm are met with stubborn refusal to let go; each time he gets a decent handhold, she shifts her grip just enough to let her worm her way out. Her purring grows louder, resonating in his bones; her face rubs against his fur in an affectionate nuzzle, in spite of his attempts. After a minute or so of this, Vendetta runs out of patience, desperation for solitude turning into anger. A SHADOW BALL begins to form in the palm of his hand, held a handful of centimetres from Mew's head. ~Get. Away. From. Me.~</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Mew's attention shifts, opening one eye to survey the shadow ball hovering dangerously close, then turns her gaze up to Vendetta's face, distorted by rage as it is. She blinks, twice, and then utters a skeptical: "Mew?" 'Really, Vendetta? After all that, you're going to attack me?'</fc> | <color #008888>Mew's attention shifts, opening one eye to survey the shadow ball hovering dangerously close, then turns her gaze up to Vendetta's face, distorted by rage as it is. She blinks, twice, and then utters a skeptical: "Mew?" 'Really, Vendetta? After all that, you're going to attack me?'</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The unspoken remark hits its target; a cringe runs through Vendetta's posture, and moments later the shadow ball evaporates. He twists his head away from her, and buries his face in his hands, his breathing slow and erratic. Mew uncurls from his arm, drifting up to his shoulder to stroke a paw against the back of his head in some approximation of a soothing gesture. Vendetta shudders, then tries his best to ignore the psychopath trying to comfort him.</fc> | <color #008888>The unspoken remark hits its target; a cringe runs through Vendetta's posture, and moments later the shadow ball evaporates. He twists his head away from her, and buries his face in his hands, his breathing slow and erratic. Mew uncurls from his arm, drifting up to his shoulder to stroke a paw against the back of his head in some approximation of a soothing gesture. Vendetta shudders, then tries his best to ignore the psychopath trying to comfort him.</color> |
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| For a moment, silence lingers between them, leaving the prior observation uncontested. Dakarai's heart still seems wholly content hammering steady, violent blows against the inside of his ribcage, though the speed at least has simmered down a little. With the adrenalin slowly fading, peeling away the thin protective layer of physical euphoria, misery creeps in under his skin, poisoning his perception. Carefully, stubbornly, he pushes himself back up, then into a sit, resisting the urge to finger at the cuts on his chest. | For a moment, silence lingers between them, leaving the prior observation uncontested. Dakarai's heart still seems wholly content hammering steady, violent blows against the inside of his ribcage, though the speed at least has simmered down a little. With the adrenalin slowly fading, peeling away the thin protective layer of physical euphoria, misery creeps in under his skin, poisoning his perception. Carefully, stubbornly, he pushes himself back up, then into a sit, resisting the urge to finger at the cuts on his chest. |
| "Good," Jagdish acknowledges. A moment later, he's pushed back to a stand, biting lightly on his lower lip, casting a gaze up to the ceiling, letting it sweep across the table, dipping into all corners made by props and furniture that it can muster from his vantage point. Then, called: "Mew, I //know// you're hiding here somewhere. Could I get some help?" Trying to find Vendetta without a psychic quasi-connection was going to be a chore. | "Good," Jagdish acknowledges. A moment later, he's pushed back to a stand, biting lightly on his lower lip, casting a gaze up to the ceiling, letting it sweep across the table, dipping into all corners made by props and furniture that it can muster from his vantage point. Then, called: "Mew, I //know// you're hiding here somewhere. Could I get some help?" Trying to find Vendetta without a psychic quasi-connection was going to be a chore. |
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| <fc #008888>Mew's ears twitch lightly, her gaze shifting to the side, momentarily distracted by some distant thought. Jagdish is looking for her, hoping to get her to help find Vendetta from the sound of it. Her gaze returns to the back of Vendetta's head, left forepaw continuing to stroke it idly. She could stay here and keep 'comforting' Vendetta if she really wanted to, but it seems she's gotten all the reaction she's likely to out of him, and it would only make Jagdish needlessly annoyed at her. She exhales a soft sigh, nuzzles against Vendetta's cheek, then licks at his fur. With a soft "mew" in farewell, she blinks out of existence.</fc> | <color #008888>Mew's ears twitch lightly, her gaze shifting to the side, momentarily distracted by some distant thought. Jagdish is looking for her, hoping to get her to help find Vendetta from the sound of it. Her gaze returns to the back of Vendetta's head, left forepaw continuing to stroke it idly. She could stay here and keep 'comforting' Vendetta if she really wanted to, but it seems she's gotten all the reaction she's likely to out of him, and it would only make Jagdish needlessly annoyed at her. She exhales a soft sigh, nuzzles against Vendetta's cheek, then licks at his fur. With a soft "mew" in farewell, she blinks out of existence.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Vendetta opens his eyes, glancing around for any sign of the tiny Legendary. She's gone. Maybe she's planning to come back, or maybe she's decided to pay Dakarai a visit, but either way, he finally has the solitude he's been hoping for. He uncovers his face, back of his forepaws wiping the moisture from his cheek and his eyes before coming to rest on his knees. Eyes gaze out at the ruined structure in front of and below him. Inhale. Exhale. All he needs to do is breathe.</fc> | <color #008888>One. Two. Three. Four. Five. Vendetta opens his eyes, glancing around for any sign of the tiny Legendary. She's gone. Maybe she's planning to come back, or maybe she's decided to pay Dakarai a visit, but either way, he finally has the solitude he's been hoping for. He uncovers his face, back of his forepaws wiping the moisture from his cheek and his eyes before coming to rest on his knees. Eyes gaze out at the ruined structure in front of and below him. Inhale. Exhale. All he needs to do is breathe.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>In the meantime, Mew's appeared back in the dining room, floating behind Jagdish, slightly above his head. "Mew!" she greets cheerily, before flopping onto his shoulder affectionately. She lets her gaze drift down to Dakarai's form, a broad smile infecting her features, purring softly. It's only with great reluctance that she pulls her gaze away, looking up to Jagdish, then detaching from his shoulder to float ahead of him, beckoning him to follow.</fc> | <color #008888>In the meantime, Mew's appeared back in the dining room, floating behind Jagdish, slightly above his head. "Mew!" she greets cheerily, before flopping onto his shoulder affectionately. She lets her gaze drift down to Dakarai's form, a broad smile infecting her features, purring softly. It's only with great reluctance that she pulls her gaze away, looking up to Jagdish, then detaching from his shoulder to float ahead of him, beckoning him to follow.</color> |
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| "Yes, yes, we all know you had fun," Jagdish narrates, partly in annoyance, partly in reluctant fondness, some of former morphing into more of latter as the phrase develops. "Could you do me a favour and bring me to Vendetta? I understand you two aren't the best of friends..." - what's that? //Not// the best friends? After Vendetta provided such wonderful entertainment? After Vendetta was so distinctly... Vendetta-ish? Of course they're best friends, Vendetta just doesn't know it yet! - "...but it would be a great help," Jagdish says, tone soft, the whole thing a request in earnest. Just because Mew usually granted him his requests did not entitle him to them. | "Yes, yes, we all know you had fun," Jagdish narrates, partly in annoyance, partly in reluctant fondness, some of former morphing into more of latter as the phrase develops. "Could you do me a favour and bring me to Vendetta? I understand you two aren't the best of friends..." - what's that? //Not// the best friends? After Vendetta provided such wonderful entertainment? After Vendetta was so distinctly... Vendetta-ish? Of course they're best friends, Vendetta just doesn't know it yet! - "...but it would be a great help," Jagdish says, tone soft, the whole thing a request in earnest. Just because Mew usually granted him his requests did not entitle him to them. |
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| <fc #008888>Mew blinks in response to Jagdish's question, thinking it over briefly. She's more-or-less made up her mind already by coming down here, but if nothing else, giving the impression of considering the question can't hurt. "Mew," she affirms, nodding once in emphasis; she waves a goodbye to Dakarai, then she's floated down to Jagdish's right wrist, tugging on it gently before drifting out into the hallway. Apparently she feels like going the long way, rather than simply teleporting up to Vendetta's location.</fc> | <color #008888>Mew blinks in response to Jagdish's question, thinking it over briefly. She's more-or-less made up her mind already by coming down here, but if nothing else, giving the impression of considering the question can't hurt. "Mew," she affirms, nodding once in emphasis; she waves a goodbye to Dakarai, then she's floated down to Jagdish's right wrist, tugging on it gently before drifting out into the hallway. Apparently she feels like going the long way, rather than simply teleporting up to Vendetta's location.</color> |
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| The long way, fortunately, is fine for Jagdish, though he's surprised Mew would want to take it... enough for a sneaking suspicion to worm its way into his synapses: She's been pestering Vendetta, hasn't she? Frustrating him further after he fled the scene? He could see her doing that - and unfortunately Mew was all too predictable. He doesn't bother to voice his observation; he wasn't going to change her habits by reprimanding her. He knows. He's tried. | The long way, fortunately, is fine for Jagdish, though he's surprised Mew would want to take it... enough for a sneaking suspicion to worm its way into his synapses: She's been pestering Vendetta, hasn't she? Frustrating him further after he fled the scene? He could see her doing that - and unfortunately Mew was all too predictable. He doesn't bother to voice his observation; he wasn't going to change her habits by reprimanding her. He knows. He's tried. |
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| <fc #008888>Eventually, after some twisted passages and stairways, they arrive at the damaged section of Taqnateh where Vendetta's chosen to attempt to calm his nerves after his recent unwanted revelation. He's facing away from them, seated on the ground in an approximation of a lotus position, eyes closed, hands resting on his knees, tail slowly tracing an infinity-sign in the air. Mew pauses in midair, hovering, letting her gaze slide between Vendetta and Jagdish, pondering her options. A few moments later, she makes up her mind, touches down lightly on Jagdish's shoulder, gives him a light nuzzle on the back of the neck, and disappears.</fc> | <color #008888>Eventually, after some twisted passages and stairways, they arrive at the damaged section of Taqnateh where Vendetta's chosen to attempt to calm his nerves after his recent unwanted revelation. He's facing away from them, seated on the ground in an approximation of a lotus position, eyes closed, hands resting on his knees, tail slowly tracing an infinity-sign in the air. Mew pauses in midair, hovering, letting her gaze slide between Vendetta and Jagdish, pondering her options. A few moments later, she makes up her mind, touches down lightly on Jagdish's shoulder, gives him a light nuzzle on the back of the neck, and disappears.</color> |
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| "Thank you," Jagdish whispers to Mew as she touches down on his shoulder. That she'd choose to vanish is no surprise, of course - there's a broken and tortured human in the dining room, he'll probably send all the right signals to the little psychotic ball of fur. Jagdish watches Vendetta in silence for as long a moment as the psychic allows and he cares to - then he steps toward him, unafraid. There's no threat of startling Vendetta - his presence should be obvious from a metre around the pokémon unless he's so deeply lost in misery that he can think of nothing else, and that seems like it would be out of character - so fingertips touch lightly against one of his shoulders. "Do you want to talk about it?" Jagdish asks, softly. There was no point in asking whether Vendetta was all right; the answer couldn't be much clearer if it was stencilled on the back of his head. | "Thank you," Jagdish whispers to Mew as she touches down on his shoulder. That she'd choose to vanish is no surprise, of course - there's a broken and tortured human in the dining room, he'll probably send all the right signals to the little psychotic ball of fur. Jagdish watches Vendetta in silence for as long a moment as the psychic allows and he cares to - then he steps toward him, unafraid. There's no threat of startling Vendetta - his presence should be obvious from a metre around the pokémon unless he's so deeply lost in misery that he can think of nothing else, and that seems like it would be out of character - so fingertips touch lightly against one of his shoulders. "Do you want to talk about it?" Jagdish asks, softly. There was no point in asking whether Vendetta was all right; the answer couldn't be much clearer if it was stencilled on the back of his head. |
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| <fc #008888>Subtle tension creeps its way into Vendetta's posture as Jagdish approaches, discomfort starting to churn in his gut. At least Mew is gone, but the prospect of talking to Jagdish, now, when he feels like this... - it's practically guaranteed to hurt. Toes flex sharply as those fingertips touch his shoulder. He closes his eyes, sets his jaw; his face wrinkles at the question. ~There's nothing to talk about,~ he replies tersely, faint hint of a growl surfacing in his throat. ~I'm //fine//.~ Given the tone in that last word, it's clear that he's anything but fine.</fc> | <color #008888>Subtle tension creeps its way into Vendetta's posture as Jagdish approaches, discomfort starting to churn in his gut. At least Mew is gone, but the prospect of talking to Jagdish, now, when he feels like this... - it's practically guaranteed to hurt. Toes flex sharply as those fingertips touch his shoulder. He closes his eyes, sets his jaw; his face wrinkles at the question. ~There's nothing to talk about,~ he replies tersely, faint hint of a growl surfacing in his throat. ~I'm //fine//.~ Given the tone in that last word, it's clear that he's anything but fine.</color> |
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| "You clearly aren't," Jagdish says, tone soft. His second hand sets down gently against the same shoulder, trying to express reassurance. If Vendetta can be open and honest with anyone, it's Jagdish, of course; the Arbiter's provided a safe haven for him for what feels like the longest time. He's not one for hollow platitudes - but that's exactly what makes him a good friend. There will be no sugar coating from Jagdish, but whatever is spoken will remain between them, and no matter the pokémon's rant or whine, it would be forgiven. | "You clearly aren't," Jagdish says, tone soft. His second hand sets down gently against the same shoulder, trying to express reassurance. If Vendetta can be open and honest with anyone, it's Jagdish, of course; the Arbiter's provided a safe haven for him for what feels like the longest time. He's not one for hollow platitudes - but that's exactly what makes him a good friend. There will be no sugar coating from Jagdish, but whatever is spoken will remain between them, and no matter the pokémon's rant or whine, it would be forgiven. |
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| <fc #008888>A wince crosses Vendetta's expression, and he turns his face to the side, hiding it. 'This is Jagdish,' he reminds himself. If there's anyone he can trust to talk to about this, it's him. If there's anyone who can help him deal with this sudden source of self-loathing, it's him. ~No,~ he replies softly, tone so distant from the toughness that's usually present that it almost doesn't sound like him. ~No, I'm not.~</fc> | <color #008888>A wince crosses Vendetta's expression, and he turns his face to the side, hiding it. 'This is Jagdish,' he reminds himself. If there's anyone he can trust to talk to about this, it's him. If there's anyone who can help him deal with this sudden source of self-loathing, it's him. ~No,~ he replies softly, tone so distant from the toughness that's usually present that it almost doesn't sound like him. ~No, I'm not.~</color> |
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| <fc #008888>For a long moment, that's the only response he gives, far more of him focused on battling down the wave of emotions threatening to wash over him than on trying to put them into words. Finally, he manages to fight them down enough to ask, somewhat weakly: ~How much of that did you see, exactly?~</fc> | <color #008888>For a long moment, that's the only response he gives, far more of him focused on battling down the wave of emotions threatening to wash over him than on trying to put them into words. Finally, he manages to fight them down enough to ask, somewhat weakly: ~How much of that did you see, exactly?~</color> |
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| One of Jagdish's hands creeps along Vendetta's back to settle against the other shoulder, both hands applying a gentle squeeze. "One minute," he responds, sincerely. "At most two. Subjective eternities for both of you, I'm sure, but not much real time." A trove of other sentiments aren't even spoken, but no less obvious for it. Of those, the most useful is probably: 'There was nothing wrong with what you did - I would have intervened if I thought you'd gone too far,' and the offer of any anchor to sanity he could possibly provide. | One of Jagdish's hands creeps along Vendetta's back to settle against the other shoulder, both hands applying a gentle squeeze. "One minute," he responds, sincerely. "At most two. Subjective eternities for both of you, I'm sure, but not much real time." A trove of other sentiments aren't even spoken, but no less obvious for it. Of those, the most useful is probably: 'There was nothing wrong with what you did - I would have intervened if I thought you'd gone too far,' and the offer of any anchor to sanity he could possibly provide. |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta's tail shifts into a curl along the ground, half-circling around his legs. He can't recall precisely how long 'a minute or two' was from the end; he doesn't know how far along he'd been in tormenting the human. The unspoken sentiment that he couldn't have done anything seriously wrong if Jagdish hadn't intervened is slightly comforting, but unfortunately ultimately insufficient to disperse his own feelings. Fingers clench into fists, and he asks, ~So... what exactly sets what I did to him apart from what he, and //countless// other humans have done to pokémon?~</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta's tail shifts into a curl along the ground, half-circling around his legs. He can't recall precisely how long 'a minute or two' was from the end; he doesn't know how far along he'd been in tormenting the human. The unspoken sentiment that he couldn't have done anything seriously wrong if Jagdish hadn't intervened is slightly comforting, but unfortunately ultimately insufficient to disperse his own feelings. Fingers clench into fists, and he asks, ~So... what exactly sets what I did to him apart from what he, and //countless// other humans have done to pokémon?~</color> |
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| The answer is so obvious to the Arbiter that for a moment of stunned silence he's not sure if the question isn't a catch question in some way. He pokes around at it in the privacy of his own mind for a moment, dissecting the ramifications, before turning up a blank. "The pokémon didn't start the violent exchange," he says. "They don't torture the human or demand the trainer fight for them. We just even the score a little, my friend." | The answer is so obvious to the Arbiter that for a moment of stunned silence he's not sure if the question isn't a catch question in some way. He pokes around at it in the privacy of his own mind for a moment, dissecting the ramifications, before turning up a blank. "The pokémon didn't start the violent exchange," he says. "They don't torture the human or demand the trainer fight for them. We just even the score a little, my friend." |
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| <fc #008888>The response seems to calm Vendetta's nerves, but it doesn't quite pierce the heart of his discomfort. 'They struck first.' That much, at least, he quite viscerally agrees with, and that much has certainly been sufficient justification for him in the past. So why is this any different? He shuts his eyes; he's standing over Dakarai's body, the boy's arms clinging to his leg, the accursed device in his hands... and he shudders, nausea churning in his gut, dispelling the mental image. 'He deserved it,' he tells himself. The pokémon of his that he'd battled against, the crack of the whip on his skin... 'It was just evening the score.'</fc> | <color #008888>The response seems to calm Vendetta's nerves, but it doesn't quite pierce the heart of his discomfort. 'They struck first.' That much, at least, he quite viscerally agrees with, and that much has certainly been sufficient justification for him in the past. So why is this any different? He shuts his eyes; he's standing over Dakarai's body, the boy's arms clinging to his leg, the accursed device in his hands... and he shudders, nausea churning in his gut, dispelling the mental image. 'He deserved it,' he tells himself. The pokémon of his that he'd battled against, the crack of the whip on his skin... 'It was just evening the score.'</color> |
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| <fc #008888>~Was it, though?~ Vendetta asks, eyes opening at flitting down to his right hand, fingers curling and uncurling. ~Was that just 'evening the score', or was it something else?~ Memories of Mew's nauseating attention from earlier come rushing back. No, he's not like her. No matter what she may believe or try to insinuate, he didn't do any of that for //enjoyment//.</fc> | <color #008888>~Was it, though?~ Vendetta asks, eyes opening at flitting down to his right hand, fingers curling and uncurling. ~Was that just 'evening the score', or was it something else?~ Memories of Mew's nauseating attention from earlier come rushing back. No, he's not like her. No matter what she may believe or try to insinuate, he didn't do any of that for //enjoyment//.</color> |
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| A light shrug touches Jagdish's left shoulder. "Maybe you went overboard a little," he offers as a nonchalant compromise. "But even if you did - I own him, on a voluntary basis." Admittedly differently than he would usually, given the little battle mishap, but Dakarai had made it entirely unmistakable by now that he'd signed his life over to him, so that detail barely mattered. "Which is more than he could have ever claimed of his pokémon. And that fine delineation lets me say with confidence and honesty: It's fine, because I say so. You didn't cripple or kill him - which is good, since if you had, I would make you find me a replacement." | A light shrug touches Jagdish's left shoulder. "Maybe you went overboard a little," he offers as a nonchalant compromise. "But even if you did - I own him, on a voluntary basis." Admittedly differently than he would usually, given the little battle mishap, but Dakarai had made it entirely unmistakable by now that he'd signed his life over to him, so that detail barely mattered. "Which is more than he could have ever claimed of his pokémon. And that fine delineation lets me say with confidence and honesty: It's fine, because I say so. You didn't cripple or kill him - which is good, since if you had, I would make you find me a replacement." |
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| <fc #008888>That, at least, seems to dispel more of Vendetta's unease. It's true, of course - he couldn't expect any less of Jagdish - but more importantly, it mercifully grants him a little more distance from the human he had such loathing for. That really was the core of it, wasn't it? Even if he'd gone overboard, Jagdish didn't lump him into the same bucket as all those trainers. And if Jagdish didn't think that, why should he?</fc> | <color #008888>That, at least, seems to dispel more of Vendetta's unease. It's true, of course - he couldn't expect any less of Jagdish - but more importantly, it mercifully grants him a little more distance from the human he had such loathing for. That really was the core of it, wasn't it? Even if he'd gone overboard, Jagdish didn't lump him into the same bucket as all those trainers. And if Jagdish didn't think that, why should he?</color> |
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| <fc #008888>~I was afraid,~ he admits, his breathing growing suddenly unsteady, a light shiver running down his spine. ~I was afraid... - terrified... - that I'd become everything I despise.~ He shuts his eyes, tensing, forcing himself to breathe evenly in spite of everything.</fc> | <color #008888>~I was afraid,~ he admits, his breathing growing suddenly unsteady, a light shiver running down his spine. ~I was afraid... - terrified... - that I'd become everything I despise.~ He shuts his eyes, tensing, forcing himself to breathe evenly in spite of everything.</color> |
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| A smile creases Jagdish's lips, in part borderline patronising, but to at least equal part affectionate. "A hundred-eighty degrees turn would be tricky even for you," he comments, traces of a chuckle in his chiefly soothing tone. "Besides, not that it weighs in heavily, nor should, but judging by his reaction, he hardly feels wronged." | A smile creases Jagdish's lips, in part borderline patronising, but to at least equal part affectionate. "A hundred-eighty degrees turn would be tricky even for you," he comments, traces of a chuckle in his chiefly soothing tone. "Besides, not that it weighs in heavily, nor should, but judging by his reaction, he hardly feels wronged." |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta's tail twitches and bristles at that last comment. He hardly feels wronged. After everything he'd put the human through, he still 'hardly feels wronged'?! Rage spills into his posture again, finally having an external target he can freely direct it towards once more. ~...did he say that?~ he replies, tone filled with a familiar venom, gaze twisting around to latch onto Jagdish.</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta's tail twitches and bristles at that last comment. He hardly feels wronged. After everything he'd put the human through, he still 'hardly feels wronged'?! Rage spills into his posture again, finally having an external target he can freely direct it towards once more. ~...did he say that?~ he replies, tone filled with a familiar venom, gaze twisting around to latch onto Jagdish.</color> |
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| The grip on Vendetta's shoulders tightens a little, as if some part of Jagdish was convinced he had to keep the psychic pokémon from twisting free and disappearing to do something he might regret. "He seemed concerned about you," Jagdish says, amusement in his voice - though what the amusement is directed at is ambiguous. "You shouldn't let that rattle you, though," he comments, calmly now, then elaborates: "Just because he doesn't feel wronged does not mean he doesn't feel punished. As you might expect from someone I decide to let live despite his atrocities, he's adopted a fairly decent sense of justice. Which is to say, you could probably carve out one of his kidneys and he wouldn't feel wronged." | The grip on Vendetta's shoulders tightens a little, as if some part of Jagdish was convinced he had to keep the psychic pokémon from twisting free and disappearing to do something he might regret. "He seemed concerned about you," Jagdish says, amusement in his voice - though what the amusement is directed at is ambiguous. "You shouldn't let that rattle you, though," he comments, calmly now, then elaborates: "Just because he doesn't feel wronged does not mean he doesn't feel punished. As you might expect from someone I decide to let live despite his atrocities, he's adopted a fairly decent sense of justice. Which is to say, you could probably carve out one of his kidneys and he wouldn't feel wronged." |
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| <fc #008888>The Legendary's expression seems to be suspended somewhere between disbelief and disgust. ~...concerned?~ Dakarai N'Sehla, of all people, was concerned about him. Dakarai N'Sehla, who'd committed countless atrocities against pokémon, who'd constructed that atrocious weapon, who'd lied his way through the Council hearings and a week of Jagdish's attention, was feeling concerned about him? ~He was //concerned// about me?!~ His eyes squeeze shut, and he twists his head back. ~Excuse me, I think I need to go find someplace to empty the contents of my stomach,~ he retorts venomously. It's not entirely a serious remark - he doesn't quite feel that nauseous, yet - but he may soon.</fc> | <color #008888>The Legendary's expression seems to be suspended somewhere between disbelief and disgust. ~...concerned?~ Dakarai N'Sehla, of all people, was concerned about him. Dakarai N'Sehla, who'd committed countless atrocities against pokémon, who'd constructed that atrocious weapon, who'd lied his way through the Council hearings and a week of Jagdish's attention, was feeling concerned about him? ~He was //concerned// about me?!~ His eyes squeeze shut, and he twists his head back. ~Excuse me, I think I need to go find someplace to empty the contents of my stomach,~ he retorts venomously. It's not entirely a serious remark - he doesn't quite feel that nauseous, yet - but he may soon.</color> |
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| Jagdish's soft amusement does not seem to be quite so easy to dispel, and he shifts, lacing his right arm across Vendetta's shoulders lightly and detaching his left. "Why does that bother you so much?" he asks, question one born of honest curiosity. | Jagdish's soft amusement does not seem to be quite so easy to dispel, and he shifts, lacing his right arm across Vendetta's shoulders lightly and detaching his left. "Why does that bother you so much?" he asks, question one born of honest curiosity. |
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| <fc #008888>The unease in Vendetta's gut spikes, tension working its way into his muscles. Eyes peel open and find Jagdish's, gaze slowly cooling into a glare. ~Do we have to //have// this conversation right now?~ he asks, almost numbly. Moments later, he sighs, and tacks on an actual response. ~It's Dakarai,~ he says, that name spoken with a tone of venom. ~What more really needs to be said?~</fc> | <color #008888>The unease in Vendetta's gut spikes, tension working its way into his muscles. Eyes peel open and find Jagdish's, gaze slowly cooling into a glare. ~Do we have to //have// this conversation right now?~ he asks, almost numbly. Moments later, he sighs, and tacks on an actual response. ~It's Dakarai,~ he says, that name spoken with a tone of venom. ~What more really needs to be said?~</color> |
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| "I take it you don't trust his change of heart?" Jagdish comments, emphasising the phrase oddly, as if there was something fundamentally entertaining about the notion of Dakarai N'Sehla having a change of heart. | "I take it you don't trust his change of heart?" Jagdish comments, emphasising the phrase oddly, as if there was something fundamentally entertaining about the notion of Dakarai N'Sehla having a change of heart. |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta scoffs. ~I take it you do?~ he retorts coldly, shaking his head slowly and trying to steady his agitated breathing. ~What exactly were you thinking, when you decided letting him roam around Sehto was a good idea, after everything he's done?~ The idea of placing any degree of trust in Dakarai is revolting -- how much trust could he possibly put in someone who, just a month ago, had shown nothing but utter comtempt for the lives of pokémon?</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta scoffs. ~I take it you do?~ he retorts coldly, shaking his head slowly and trying to steady his agitated breathing. ~What exactly were you thinking, when you decided letting him roam around Sehto was a good idea, after everything he's done?~ The idea of placing any degree of trust in Dakarai is revolting -- how much trust could he possibly put in someone who, just a month ago, had shown nothing but utter comtempt for the lives of pokémon?</color> |
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| The response to the initial question is an immediate, unflinching, bemused nod, as if it went without saying. After all, he's not only given Dakarai a task, but he's vouched for him toward the Legendary Council, suggesting he's very sure of himself. That being said, Jagdish was always 'very sure of himself' - it's clearly his default behaviour - so perhaps it's easy to question the depth of his conviction as someone who simply doesn't know him any other way. | The response to the initial question is an immediate, unflinching, bemused nod, as if it went without saying. After all, he's not only given Dakarai a task, but he's vouched for him toward the Legendary Council, suggesting he's very sure of himself. That being said, Jagdish was always 'very sure of himself' - it's clearly his default behaviour - so perhaps it's easy to question the depth of his conviction as someone who simply doesn't know him any other way. |
| "But the fourth is that I do, in fact, firmly believe that it'll work out - less because of an empathy he can't have suddenly spawned and more because you'd be sorely mistaken to consider him an idiot... and if he thought his fate so far was bad, he ought to know his fate if he screws up is going to be a magnitude worse. With that said, do you realise quite what that would imply, if it indeed were to work as intended?" | "But the fourth is that I do, in fact, firmly believe that it'll work out - less because of an empathy he can't have suddenly spawned and more because you'd be sorely mistaken to consider him an idiot... and if he thought his fate so far was bad, he ought to know his fate if he screws up is going to be a magnitude worse. With that said, do you realise quite what that would imply, if it indeed were to work as intended?" |
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| <fc #008888>Vendetta listens to Jagdish's reasoning with all the patience he can muster, successfully quelling the urge to simply teleport down to the kitchen and snap Dakarai's neck. Of course, that would resolve several of the points he's bringing up; a dead human is neither a source of potential irritation nor a waste of resources, after all. Tempting as such might be, though, he'd much rather not set eyes on him again today... or ever again, really. Not to mention that if Jagdish was serious about making him find a replacement if he killed Dakarai, that would be a guaranteed source of endless frustration.</fc> | <color #008888>Vendetta listens to Jagdish's reasoning with all the patience he can muster, successfully quelling the urge to simply teleport down to the kitchen and snap Dakarai's neck. Of course, that would resolve several of the points he's bringing up; a dead human is neither a source of potential irritation nor a waste of resources, after all. Tempting as such might be, though, he'd much rather not set eyes on him again today... or ever again, really. Not to mention that if Jagdish was serious about making him find a replacement if he killed Dakarai, that would be a guaranteed source of endless frustration.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>The fourth point elicits a snort from Vendetta; evidently he doesn't share Jagdish's confidence on the matter. ~No, he may not be an idiot, but when it comes to judging the right response to a situation, he seems to have all the skill of a brick,~ he replies. ~But fine, even if it does succeed, all that proves is what you said - that he's not quite moronic enough to make that kind of mistake.~</fc> | <color #008888>The fourth point elicits a snort from Vendetta; evidently he doesn't share Jagdish's confidence on the matter. ~No, he may not be an idiot, but when it comes to judging the right response to a situation, he seems to have all the skill of a brick,~ he replies. ~But fine, even if it does succeed, all that proves is what you said - that he's not quite moronic enough to make that kind of mistake.~</color> |
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| "What do you think the right response to getting tortured is?" Jagdish asks, without missing a beat, an almost unbearable curiosity in his eyes. | "What do you think the right response to getting tortured is?" Jagdish asks, without missing a beat, an almost unbearable curiosity in his eyes. |
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| <fc #008888>The question takes him by rather unpleasant surprise. A visible cringe runs through Vendetta's form, gaze tearing away from Jagdish, tail twitching, fur bristling, posture shifting to lightly hug one knee near his chest. This is not what he needs to hear right now. This isn't a topic of conversation he wants to address now - or, honestly, ever. A psychic grip wraps around Jagdish's hands, prying them away from him. ~Jagdish, a lecture is the //last// thing I need right now. So if that's what you're here for, I'm going to ask you to save us both the trouble and leave me alone instead.~</fc> | <color #008888>The question takes him by rather unpleasant surprise. A visible cringe runs through Vendetta's form, gaze tearing away from Jagdish, tail twitching, fur bristling, posture shifting to lightly hug one knee near his chest. This is not what he needs to hear right now. This isn't a topic of conversation he wants to address now - or, honestly, ever. A psychic grip wraps around Jagdish's hands, prying them away from him. ~Jagdish, a lecture is the //last// thing I need right now. So if that's what you're here for, I'm going to ask you to save us both the trouble and leave me alone instead.~</color> |
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| "It's not a lecture," Jagdish says, earnestly, but does not try to put his hands back onto the Psychic pokémon. "I maintain you did nothing wrong," he assures, maintaining the tone of sincerity. "I just think you might be lacking a broad sample size to judge Dakarai's reactions by, seeing as there really isn't much of a normal reaction to that sort of thing." He exhales softly. "I'm more interested in you feeling all right, though," he says, tone unchanged. "What is it you'd like me to do? Hypothetically speaking, so you can speak your mind freely. Kill him? Would that make you feel better?" It's an honest question, that much is clear - but it's precisely Jagdish's level of aggravating, genuine care that's so hard to bear sometimes. | "It's not a lecture," Jagdish says, earnestly, but does not try to put his hands back onto the Psychic pokémon. "I maintain you did nothing wrong," he assures, maintaining the tone of sincerity. "I just think you might be lacking a broad sample size to judge Dakarai's reactions by, seeing as there really isn't much of a normal reaction to that sort of thing." He exhales softly. "I'm more interested in you feeling all right, though," he says, tone unchanged. "What is it you'd like me to do? Hypothetically speaking, so you can speak your mind freely. Kill him? Would that make you feel better?" It's an honest question, that much is clear - but it's precisely Jagdish's level of aggravating, genuine care that's so hard to bear sometimes. |
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| <fc #008888>For a long moment, the only response is silence punctuated by Vendetta's breathing as he struggles internally with that question, thoughts and emotions knotting into a convoluted tangle. Eventually, emotions worn raw as they are, it snaps, tears apart, revealing the truth in its scattered fragments. ~No,~ he replies, tone shockingly calm.</fc> | <color #008888>For a long moment, the only response is silence punctuated by Vendetta's breathing as he struggles internally with that question, thoughts and emotions knotting into a convoluted tangle. Eventually, emotions worn raw as they are, it snaps, tears apart, revealing the truth in its scattered fragments. ~No,~ he replies, tone shockingly calm.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>~You know what would make me feel better? In a perfect, hypothetical, impossible world?~ A faint blue aura emanates from the Legendary, blurring his outlines slightly as he levitates to his feet. ~I'd want to kill him myself, entirely on my own terms. I'd destroy that //infernal// weapon of his, so that no one could //ever// use it to harm another living thing.~ The aura surrounding him flares brightly, hands ball into fists; his eyes, hidden from view from Jagdish's angle, squeeze shut, holding back tears. ~And after all that was done, we'd //bury// him, burn all references to him, and //never// speak of him again. //That's// what would make me feel better.~ The aura slowly fades away, and his feet touch down on the stone floor. ~But none of that is going to happen, so discussing it is pointless.~ He takes a few steps forward, away from Jagdish, tail twitching lightly, focusing his thoughts on the wind running through his fur.</fc> | <color #008888>~You know what would make me feel better? In a perfect, hypothetical, impossible world?~ A faint blue aura emanates from the Legendary, blurring his outlines slightly as he levitates to his feet. ~I'd want to kill him myself, entirely on my own terms. I'd destroy that //infernal// weapon of his, so that no one could //ever// use it to harm another living thing.~ The aura surrounding him flares brightly, hands ball into fists; his eyes, hidden from view from Jagdish's angle, squeeze shut, holding back tears. ~And after all that was done, we'd //bury// him, burn all references to him, and //never// speak of him again. //That's// what would make me feel better.~ The aura slowly fades away, and his feet touch down on the stone floor. ~But none of that is going to happen, so discussing it is pointless.~ He takes a few steps forward, away from Jagdish, tail twitching lightly, focusing his thoughts on the wind running through his fur.</color> |
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| For a moment of desperate affection, Jagdish finds himself tempted to simply let Vendetta do precisely what he wishes - but even in the instant he thinks it, it feels more like punishment than freedom. He knows Vendetta - regrettably, better than Vendetta knows himself. He knows how little that would grant him peace and how desperate the irreversible action would make him, how much frustration it would bring. | For a moment of desperate affection, Jagdish finds himself tempted to simply let Vendetta do precisely what he wishes - but even in the instant he thinks it, it feels more like punishment than freedom. He knows Vendetta - regrettably, better than Vendetta knows himself. He knows how little that would grant him peace and how desperate the irreversible action would make him, how much frustration it would bring. |
| "What I'm offering you; what I'm offering the Council and everyone affected by his approximate eight and a few weeks of gratuitous maladjustment and obscenely bad judgement... is to view him as a servant. He's been stripped of all power he has but one: The memory of him. And we can only extinguish that if we let him be something else." | "What I'm offering you; what I'm offering the Council and everyone affected by his approximate eight and a few weeks of gratuitous maladjustment and obscenely bad judgement... is to view him as a servant. He's been stripped of all power he has but one: The memory of him. And we can only extinguish that if we let him be something else." |
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| <fc #008888>After that outburst, Vendetta's briefly tempted to simply toss his better judgement to the wind, ignore the desires of Jagdish and the Council, and end Dakarai's pitiful life once and for all. The idea is swiftly dismissed; even if he didn't care about Jagdish's or the Council's wishes, the fact that doing so would only be doing Dakarai a favor is still enough to dissuade him from such a course of action. Better to simply try to forget about him for a while, put this latest incident in the past, deal with it again later when he's not an emotional powderkeg.</fc> | <color #008888>After that outburst, Vendetta's briefly tempted to simply toss his better judgement to the wind, ignore the desires of Jagdish and the Council, and end Dakarai's pitiful life once and for all. The idea is swiftly dismissed; even if he didn't care about Jagdish's or the Council's wishes, the fact that doing so would only be doing Dakarai a favor is still enough to dissuade him from such a course of action. Better to simply try to forget about him for a while, put this latest incident in the past, deal with it again later when he's not an emotional powderkeg.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>Of course, that would work better if Jagdish weren't so frustratingly dedicated to trying to help him. A wire of frustration worms its way into Vendetta's posture, tail curling into a wide, tense helix, but otherwise does nothing to indicate that he'd rather be talking about anything but this. If the conversation hasn't stopped soon, Jagdish would understand if he decided to put a premature end to it.</fc> | <color #008888>Of course, that would work better if Jagdish weren't so frustratingly dedicated to trying to help him. A wire of frustration worms its way into Vendetta's posture, tail curling into a wide, tense helix, but otherwise does nothing to indicate that he'd rather be talking about anything but this. If the conversation hasn't stopped soon, Jagdish would understand if he decided to put a premature end to it.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>When Jagdish finally answers his own rhetorical questions, the tension threaded into Vendetta's muscles only tightens. Eyes squeeze shut, head lowers, jaw clenches. He leans forward slightly, arms held stiff at his sides, trembling lightly. Jagdish is right. Much as he hates it, much as he might not want it to be the case, he knows that that's exactly what would happen. Even if he could destroy all physical evidence that Dakarai had ever existed, the memories wouldn't go away. And //this// - converting Dakarai from a monster into a servant - is Jagdish's solution to that.</fc> | <color #008888>When Jagdish finally answers his own rhetorical questions, the tension threaded into Vendetta's muscles only tightens. Eyes squeeze shut, head lowers, jaw clenches. He leans forward slightly, arms held stiff at his sides, trembling lightly. Jagdish is right. Much as he hates it, much as he might not want it to be the case, he knows that that's exactly what would happen. Even if he could destroy all physical evidence that Dakarai had ever existed, the memories wouldn't go away. And //this// - converting Dakarai from a monster into a servant - is Jagdish's solution to that.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>~You want me to think of him as... rather than the monster who caused so much pain and misery, nothing more than a servant?~ he asks in a tone of disbelief. ~To treat this as adequate compensation for all of that? To //forgive// him, after everything he's done?!~ The frustration roiling in his gut shifts to anger, then to rage, then to helplessness. He's not aware of it, but he's visibly shivering, and warm streams of tears are starting to spill down his cheeks.</fc> | <color #008888>~You want me to think of him as... rather than the monster who caused so much pain and misery, nothing more than a servant?~ he asks in a tone of disbelief. ~To treat this as adequate compensation for all of that? To //forgive// him, after everything he's done?!~ The frustration roiling in his gut shifts to anger, then to rage, then to helplessness. He's not aware of it, but he's visibly shivering, and warm streams of tears are starting to spill down his cheeks.</color> |
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| Uncharacteristically, Jagdish is silent for a moment after Vendetta's asked his question, leaving him alone with the ramifications of what he's said, the quiet tension seeding the tentative beginnings of the answer he's most likely to give in Vendetta's psyche and ushering it into blossom. "I don't //want// anything from you," he says, finally, softly, the emphasis on 'want' subtle but audible. "Least of all forgiveness for what he's done. I certainly won't be doing anything of the sort. However, I do enjoy the situation he's in. There's some poetic justice in making him run around the gym circuit listening to the instructions of the gym leaders until he drops dead from old age - and in the meanwhile, it gives him a lot of time to deconstruct himself." An expression of light concern lets its gaze linger on Vendetta's face, for the moment resisting the urge to do anything about the tears. "I don't in the least mind if you hate him, but I'd much rather you hated him for, say, being a pathetic worm than for being a manifested nightmare; for your sake." | Uncharacteristically, Jagdish is silent for a moment after Vendetta's asked his question, leaving him alone with the ramifications of what he's said, the quiet tension seeding the tentative beginnings of the answer he's most likely to give in Vendetta's psyche and ushering it into blossom. "I don't //want// anything from you," he says, finally, softly, the emphasis on 'want' subtle but audible. "Least of all forgiveness for what he's done. I certainly won't be doing anything of the sort. However, I do enjoy the situation he's in. There's some poetic justice in making him run around the gym circuit listening to the instructions of the gym leaders until he drops dead from old age - and in the meanwhile, it gives him a lot of time to deconstruct himself." An expression of light concern lets its gaze linger on Vendetta's face, for the moment resisting the urge to do anything about the tears. "I don't in the least mind if you hate him, but I'd much rather you hated him for, say, being a pathetic worm than for being a manifested nightmare; for your sake." |
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| <fc #008888>The silence following that miniature rant is daunting, almost unbearable. He inwardly scolds himself - there's no way that Jagdish would expect him to forgive Dakarai, or do so himself. Would he? A sudden pang of fear twists at his gut: what if he did? It's almost impossible to fathom him doing so - but the longer the silence lasts, the more terrifying that option becomes. Could he even accept him as the same Jagdish he's slowly grown to trust? Or would that be shattered, leaving him just as alone as he'd been before befriending Jagdish?</fc> | <color #008888>The silence following that miniature rant is daunting, almost unbearable. He inwardly scolds himself - there's no way that Jagdish would expect him to forgive Dakarai, or do so himself. Would he? A sudden pang of fear twists at his gut: what if he did? It's almost impossible to fathom him doing so - but the longer the silence lasts, the more terrifying that option becomes. Could he even accept him as the same Jagdish he's slowly grown to trust? Or would that be shattered, leaving him just as alone as he'd been before befriending Jagdish?</color> |
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| <fc #008888>When Jagdish finally responds, a mixture of relief and shame washes over Vendetta, his gaze twisting away from the gymleader. The question was a foolish one to ask, they both know that, there's no point dwelling on it now. Instead, he focuses on Jagdish's words, trying to apply Jagdish's reasoning to his own internal logic. Every attempt still hits the same mental block, though: Every way he tries to slice it, letting Dakarai leave Taqnateh alive feels like lenience, like granting him freedom, like granting him some small form of forgiveness.</fc> | <color #008888>When Jagdish finally responds, a mixture of relief and shame washes over Vendetta, his gaze twisting away from the gymleader. The question was a foolish one to ask, they both know that, there's no point dwelling on it now. Instead, he focuses on Jagdish's words, trying to apply Jagdish's reasoning to his own internal logic. Every attempt still hits the same mental block, though: Every way he tries to slice it, letting Dakarai leave Taqnateh alive feels like lenience, like granting him freedom, like granting him some small form of forgiveness.</color> |
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| <fc #008888>If no amount of logic could sway his feelings, the only thing that stands a chance of changing them is time. ~Fine,~ he eventually replies, tone much more emotionally exhausted than he'd like it to be. ~Let him run around and do his chores. It'll get him out of my sight, if nothing else.~</fc> | <color #008888>If no amount of logic could sway his feelings, the only thing that stands a chance of changing them is time. ~Fine,~ he eventually replies, tone much more emotionally exhausted than he'd like it to be. ~Let him run around and do his chores. It'll get him out of my sight, if nothing else.~</color> |
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| Both of Jagdish's hands drift to grasp at Vendetta's left forepaw lightly, enclosing it in a soft layer of warmth. It's a bit as if he wants to say something more, unmistakably anchor Vendetta back in a less torturous reality - but anything he could possibly say would only undo what minimal good he's done so far. "All right," he says, softly, thumb of his left hand dragging soothingly but almost absent-mindedly along Vendetta's wrist, easily dismissed for all of its humble depth. Then he lets go, glancing behind Vendetta at no point in particular. A part of him, more petty and vindictive than he knew himself to commonly be, sought to simply leave Dakarai as he was now, shivering, nauseous and miserable, but if he left it much longer he might end up doing something stupid or getting an infection on those shallow, open wounds - and he had no particular desire to nurse him back to health the hard way. "I'll leave you be," he adds, voice as sincerely respectful as tone alone could convey. Briefly, he touches one hand against the closest of Vendetta's shoulders again, then he's walking away at a steady but casual pace, sunk into thoughts of his own. | Both of Jagdish's hands drift to grasp at Vendetta's left forepaw lightly, enclosing it in a soft layer of warmth. It's a bit as if he wants to say something more, unmistakably anchor Vendetta back in a less torturous reality - but anything he could possibly say would only undo what minimal good he's done so far. "All right," he says, softly, thumb of his left hand dragging soothingly but almost absent-mindedly along Vendetta's wrist, easily dismissed for all of its humble depth. Then he lets go, glancing behind Vendetta at no point in particular. A part of him, more petty and vindictive than he knew himself to commonly be, sought to simply leave Dakarai as he was now, shivering, nauseous and miserable, but if he left it much longer he might end up doing something stupid or getting an infection on those shallow, open wounds - and he had no particular desire to nurse him back to health the hard way. "I'll leave you be," he adds, voice as sincerely respectful as tone alone could convey. Briefly, he touches one hand against the closest of Vendetta's shoulders again, then he's walking away at a steady but casual pace, sunk into thoughts of his own. |
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