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 <color #884400>"Parts of the second sounds... alarmingly close to lying. Which seems a poor idea when powerful mind readers are involved," Adelaide noted. She understood massaging the truth and presenting from a particular perspective, but she hadn't deliberately manipulated Zoan. Had she? That internal conflict likely writ itself large across her body language.</color>
+"That depends," Jagdish mused. Mew had begun to clamber up his arm and now rested on one shoulder, perched like a cat, tail curled, to look at Adelaide with large, curious eyes. "I certainly don't advise lying, but you consciously made the choice to go on the circuit - you didn't sleep walk through it. It's more of a question of focus - you knew it wasn't //necessary// to circuit, you knew your pokémon could get seriously hurt by it, and you knew your Chatbuoyancy misunderstands a lot of things. It's a question which persona you want to play." A pause. "I do assume, in your line of work you became quite familiar with playing different personas."
+<color #884400>Yes, she was. At times more than she liked to admit. Less lying and more framing. "Zoan was one of the ones I thought *enjoyed* battling," she said plaintively to her palms. Paused, and then reluctantly acknowledged, "And that only makes things worse." She'd been second-guessing all her past interactions with pokemon for the last few days, and now Adelaide needed to add a third and fourth guess too.</color>
+"Why did you think Zoan liked battling?" Jagdish asked. By tone, it was a perfectly neutral question - he wasn't assuming it was some grand faux pas to get the impression, he wanted to understand, presumably so he could figure out how to affected the defence narrative.
+<color #884400>"Eagerness to fling self into action, and increased liveliness and 'pep' afterwards," Adelaide answered. "I've tried to find other forms of stimulus since, like toys. I've had most luck with those wriggling pillows, the ones that irregularly move for a minute every so often." And if Zoan was actively distressed by it instead, that pillow would be getting removed. Or given to Taio, who seemed to find it an enjoyable belly massage.</color>
+"Zoan clearly likes you," Jagdish commented. He had woven his fingers together and was now resting his chin on them as he explained the behaviour: "And, in a sense, enjoys protecting you. For a creature that usually isn't applying a lot of control to its environment - passive in nature as Chatbuoyancies are - being //able// to control an aggressor is certainly a question of pride. So you have that effect and a lot of adrenaline buzz leading into Zoan's liveliness after the fact. It just successfully rescued you. It can be happy about that, without enjoying the situation that caused it."
+<color #884400>One thing was clear. "At some point, I think I need to ask what else I've misunderstood." Adelaide considered a moment. "Assuming there is a later." Because all the promises of things being 'not that bad' were suddenly looking alarmingly mistaken.</color>
+"There will be," Jagdish said. The trial hadn't happened yet, but it stood to reason he'd had enough experience with them to tell whether something was death or eternal banishment, and this clearly wasn't it. "But you should pick a persona and stick to it. I can support you with either of them, but it has to be consistent or you'll do your case a lot of harm."
+<color #884400>Well, it wasn't quite comforting, but his confidence was a needed beacon of hope. "Which do you recommend? Accepting culpability and attempting to demonstrate change, I presume?"</color>
+Jagdish chuckled mildly. "I recommend the one you feel most confident upholding under pressure," he said. Not making the decisions for her, apparently. He took a few sips of his tea and twirled Mew's tail around two of his narrow fingers in an absent-minded, practised gesture.
+<color #884400>Very helpful. Well, no, likely that was helpful advice, even if it was sidestepping the question.</color>
+<color #884400>Adelaide stared into her teacup. It was notable that Jagdish seemed confident in her survival without pushing for an angle. So surely the worse case scenario was 'only' an incredible amount of pain! And here she was, the complete fool, sitting and drinking tea and being ridiculously compliant instead of... well, she wasn't sure what the 'correct' option was. Possibly it involved either stealth or hitting something with a frying pan. </color>
+<color #884400>The fact she hadn't seriously contemplated it was concerning in its own way. Planning was what she did! "I quit the circuit and left my job, but I kept my team and was willing to go to a job interview with Yarver," Adelaide said, working on untangling her thoughts. "That's... perhaps not fully aligned with pure ignorance. Or at least not a sudden blinding revelation, a complete change of everything, and shunning anything even remotely associated with battling forever more and pleading ignorance.</color>
+<color #884400>"I was perfectly willing to take a job with one of Yarver's associates, am still inclined to stay and work with you in future, and am sitting here instead of in a cell because a trial seemed... seemed the right path forward. That does seem like a tacit admission of guilt, no matter what narrative is chosen." Adelaide shuddered. There was a difference between coming to a conclusion and liking that conclusion. "That seems more a request for clemency than mercy."</color>
+"I'm not the one who decides your fate," Jagdish commented. "I can only try to persuade the Council, which happens naturally. It's my role in the trial to defend you - hence why I'm asking about your persona. I can do better if I know what to lean toward. I have a good deal of experience with the audience, after all." Although presumably, as did the audience with Jagdish. He watched her attentively past the motions of finishing his tea.
+<color #884400>She thought she had been clear, but perhaps Jadgish was intent on making her explicitly say it. "I'll go with the persona of making a conscious choice. I'm-" she grimaced some more, "- possibly having too many errors rubbed in my face this week to successfully plead innocence."</color>
+<color #884400>And if she had to deal with the Council in future, provoking them now was unwise. She could pile up more justifications for her choice if she put an effort in, and thereby convince herself not to gibber in terror, right?</color>
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